KB Mike - Keep Yo Head Up lyrics

This life shit hard but I keep my head up
For sure they say they there but lately
I been all alone can't trust nobody, shit
I barely trust a soul
How I'm 'posed to love when
I ain't never loved before?
Like, damn that's really what it was? You
Snaked me but it's still all love
Like, damn I thought it was us?
Behind these smiles, I'm holding pain
How the fuck I'm 'posed to believe in
God when He ain't never came?

My brother gone, no coming back
That shit won't ever change
My brother gone, no living life
It'll never be the same
And all you got to say is, "Oh
It's gon' get better"
And all you got to say is
"It can't rain forever"
But it's been raining all my life

But I know this shit ain't life
I hope this shit can't be (Oh)
'Cause been trying my best in life
And I know I ain't doin' right
But God keep hurtin' me
(He keep hurtin' me)
Too many missed calls while I sleep
I know it's somethin' wrong
(I know it's somethin' wrong)
But I ain't ever expected the
Phone that my brother gone (My brother gone)
Wish I could talk to him one time
But Heaven ain't got a phone
(Heaven ain't got a phone)
God I know we don't talk every
Day but You do me wrong
(Yeah, you do me wrong)
Everybody say that time heal
But how I'm 'posed to feel?
I'm tired of wakin' up to them phone calls
Somebody killed
I'm tired of actin' like I'm happy
I'm hurtin' for real
And my scars not even healin'
They just stayin' still
So damn, that's what it is
It's only one chance to live
You die, you can't try again
So you tellin' me you're done
It's only one chance for love
It's only one chance for us
I been hurt so much
I'm used to bein' let down
I'm used to nothin' ever bein' forever
I'm used to not sticking 'round
So I don't give a fuck who around
Ain't been actually happy in a while
I need somebody who gon' care but that
Shit so hard to be found
Damn, I know this shit ain't right
(Damn, I know this shit ain't right)
'Cause I've been tryin' my best in life
(I've been tryin' my best in life)
God, You keep on hurtin' me
The fuck I do to You?
I even pray to You all night
But what that even do? (What that do?)

This life shit hard but I keep my head up
For sure (My head up, for sure)
They say they there but lately
I been all alone (All alone)
Can't trust nobody, shit
I barely trust a soul (Trust a soul)
How I'm 'posed to love when
I ain't never loved before?
(I ain't never loved before)
Like, damn that's really what it was? You
Snaked me but it's still all love
Like, damn I thought it was us?
(Damn I thought it was us)
Behind these smiles, I'm holding pain
How the fuck I'm 'posed to believe in
God when He ain't never came?
(He ain't never came)

My brother gone, no coming back
That shit won't ever change
(That shit won't ever change)
My brother gone, no living life
It'll never be the same (Never be the same)
And all you got to say is, "Oh
It's gon' get better" (Get better)
And all you got to say is
"It can't rain forever" (Rain forever)
But it's been raining all my life