King Iso, Tech N9ne, Matt Phoenix - Feel lyrics
Tech N9ne [Aaron Dontez Yates] Kansas City, Missouri, U.S. 🇺🇸
[King Iso, Tech N9ne, Matt Phoenix - Feel lyrics]
Ay, man I had this idea, you know
I tried to sober up and shit you know... and um... it didn't last too long
But I had this idea, that kinda went like this
Hold up
I think that I just got that feel again
Put down the drink and drugs so I could feel again
Now I can feel
Everything I was numbing
So I couldn't feel nothing
Now I feel like a kid again
Kid again, kid again
Wasn't even a teen yet
Before I started puffing on that green, yup
Ain't get to live a long lifetime before I seen death
Wasn't rude before 21, euphoria seems next
I had a MD2020 MDMA in my hand
Young and fucking on grown women before I grew to be a man
Sneaking into bars, doing shows in the bathroom coked out with the fans
Had school the next day, showed up with a pistol in my pants, say!
Someone need to come and get 'em, Pam
I was sliding on 'em like what's in the pan
Do you know what feel like to kill a man
Tried to overdose, but God had bigger plans
Skipping school and parked the whip and jam
Watching OGs shaving down and kill a gram
I been smoking Mary since a little lamb
Two injections in me, 50 ML
Forced to me by a doctor, he a middle man
They became a Big Pharm, taking over little land
It can be hereditary, thinking bout your little man
Turn us to a zombie, I just wanna be a citizen
They be trying to stabalize the head inside us, maybe I don't want you thinking for me
Imma sit and I forget a xan
Never learned to heal what I'm feeling, I'm in the mental ward chilling
Floating you without the sickness cause I don't give a damn (sheesh!)
Two of my sons are in therapy now and its scaring me how all of it expands
I ain't selfish, man I sobered up, out on tour on the bros I spent fifty bands
Didn't drink for months or even have a blunt and then I felt the urge to kill again
Guess so I surpressed it since an adolescent just woke up, it needs a lending hand because
I think that I just got that feel again
Put down the drink and drugs so I could feel again
Now I can feel
Everything I was numbing
So I couldn't feel nothing
Now I feel like a kid again
Kid again, kid again
Don't call the name they say I'm cursed
Took all the pain and I made it worse
I'll never know if I'll ever change
Kinda hard to grow when you numbing everything!
Started later than a lot of ya but I'm little closer to the finish line
Hard to stay above the water when I been claiming to be sober and sipping wine
Party people at the venue they probably notice I'm drunk but they didn't mind
After the show ask Iso to buy me a drink you already know that I finished mine
Never mind there's a kid inside, living lies while I'm grinning wide
Give me time and I'll kill my pride have everyone around me picking sides
Like isn't he the one with a vicious mind
A short fuse temper and a vinti sized
Pulled one over, while two weeks sober, and I'm still full of shit like I'm victimized
And I'm still so self righteous, lost in the happy I didn't find, yup
My ego knows I'm like this, cause and effect are the realest kind
Still, have dreams that I'm finna try
Still, pack heat, but it isn't N9ne
Still, so blessed, and I feel no stress
Give me all the rest of love living life because
I think that I just got that feel again
Put down the drink and drugs so I could feel again
Now I can feel
Everything I was numbing
So I couldn't feel nothing
Now I feel like a kid again
Kid again, kid again
Back in the day like ah the freedom
As a bad little kid having sex behind the mausoleum
With a place to sit on my face and on my rod to skeet em
If anyone recording me up above Imma just say god delete em
Living the evil life, imma my numb my senses
Even though looking where it's expensive, coming
To get I'm jumping over school fences
Looking for a temptress, parents are working
I take her home, give her inches
I was relentless, all the G wenches, the N9na had are immense less
I'm really pushing P never be false pretenses
You let her go you better know the d trenches
That was me at 100% accuracy
But the pen and the [ _ ] really mastered me
Rapidly playing jersey putting up like it was tapestry
Leaving me to room to grow, still smoking on the weed
But the liquor I don't need it no
At the level I beat it, I succeeded though
No more fuckboy infidelity, shit I mean
Lots of fruits and vegetables, my chakras well and the doctors sellin' me Ritalin
It's me a 360 litty citizen - New Life, new Daddah!
Four kids then a nigga leveled up and had a
I tried to sober up and shit you know... and um... it didn't last too long
But I had this idea, that kinda went like this
Hold up
I think that I just got that feel again
Put down the drink and drugs so I could feel again
Now I can feel
Everything I was numbing
So I couldn't feel nothing
Now I feel like a kid again
Kid again, kid again
Wasn't even a teen yet
Before I started puffing on that green, yup
Ain't get to live a long lifetime before I seen death
Wasn't rude before 21, euphoria seems next
I had a MD2020 MDMA in my hand
Young and fucking on grown women before I grew to be a man
Sneaking into bars, doing shows in the bathroom coked out with the fans
Had school the next day, showed up with a pistol in my pants, say!
Someone need to come and get 'em, Pam
I was sliding on 'em like what's in the pan
Do you know what feel like to kill a man
Tried to overdose, but God had bigger plans
Skipping school and parked the whip and jam
Watching OGs shaving down and kill a gram
I been smoking Mary since a little lamb
Two injections in me, 50 ML
Forced to me by a doctor, he a middle man
They became a Big Pharm, taking over little land
It can be hereditary, thinking bout your little man
Turn us to a zombie, I just wanna be a citizen
They be trying to stabalize the head inside us, maybe I don't want you thinking for me
Imma sit and I forget a xan
Never learned to heal what I'm feeling, I'm in the mental ward chilling
Floating you without the sickness cause I don't give a damn (sheesh!)
Two of my sons are in therapy now and its scaring me how all of it expands
I ain't selfish, man I sobered up, out on tour on the bros I spent fifty bands
Didn't drink for months or even have a blunt and then I felt the urge to kill again
Guess so I surpressed it since an adolescent just woke up, it needs a lending hand because
I think that I just got that feel again
Put down the drink and drugs so I could feel again
Now I can feel
Everything I was numbing
So I couldn't feel nothing
Now I feel like a kid again
Kid again, kid again
Don't call the name they say I'm cursed
Took all the pain and I made it worse
I'll never know if I'll ever change
Kinda hard to grow when you numbing everything!
Started later than a lot of ya but I'm little closer to the finish line
Hard to stay above the water when I been claiming to be sober and sipping wine
Party people at the venue they probably notice I'm drunk but they didn't mind
After the show ask Iso to buy me a drink you already know that I finished mine
Never mind there's a kid inside, living lies while I'm grinning wide
Give me time and I'll kill my pride have everyone around me picking sides
Like isn't he the one with a vicious mind
A short fuse temper and a vinti sized
Pulled one over, while two weeks sober, and I'm still full of shit like I'm victimized
And I'm still so self righteous, lost in the happy I didn't find, yup
My ego knows I'm like this, cause and effect are the realest kind
Still, have dreams that I'm finna try
Still, pack heat, but it isn't N9ne
Still, so blessed, and I feel no stress
Give me all the rest of love living life because
I think that I just got that feel again
Put down the drink and drugs so I could feel again
Now I can feel
Everything I was numbing
So I couldn't feel nothing
Now I feel like a kid again
Kid again, kid again
Back in the day like ah the freedom
As a bad little kid having sex behind the mausoleum
With a place to sit on my face and on my rod to skeet em
If anyone recording me up above Imma just say god delete em
Living the evil life, imma my numb my senses
Even though looking where it's expensive, coming
To get I'm jumping over school fences
Looking for a temptress, parents are working
I take her home, give her inches
I was relentless, all the G wenches, the N9na had are immense less
I'm really pushing P never be false pretenses
You let her go you better know the d trenches
That was me at 100% accuracy
But the pen and the [ _ ] really mastered me
Rapidly playing jersey putting up like it was tapestry
Leaving me to room to grow, still smoking on the weed
But the liquor I don't need it no
At the level I beat it, I succeeded though
No more fuckboy infidelity, shit I mean
Lots of fruits and vegetables, my chakras well and the doctors sellin' me Ritalin
It's me a 360 litty citizen - New Life, new Daddah!
Four kids then a nigga leveled up and had a