Kodak Black - Ambition (I’m 14 And Already Thinking About Death) lyrics

I grew up lookin' up to niggas
That be on the corner
I can't stop 'cause if I
Stop then I'ma disappoint 'em
Niggas hate but I ain't worried, no
I ain't worried bout 'em
My only goal is to keep courage and
To make it out the bottom
Oh, I was raised by the Chinese store
Even though I ain't Chinese though
Right by there is my Y and the corner store
Diamond grills
Guarantee you see all the hoes

I was raised where the thugs lay
Where the little niggas die
But I'ma maintain
I'm okay, don't worry bout me
I'm in God's hands
I just hope that the world
Understand who I am ambition
Easy to talk about money but
It's harder to get it
Uh, they gon' hate me for my ambition

The only thing I worry 'bout
Is how my grandma doin'
I'm doin' good, I'm stayin' healthy
Now I'm makin' music
I'm gon' strive to success and
I'm gon' try my best
I'm 14 and already thinkin' about death
Damn, I was raised by the dead end
Where fake ass niggas always tryna fit in
Ambition i'm young and ambitious
The dreams that I have
I'ma dream of madlib it
I can not caught no feelin's when
No one else feel it
I cannot play my cards with
No dealer to deal it
I'm just livin' with patience
Dedication and greatness
How can I be good when
The hood so-so my validation?
I wish my grandma was still here
To watch me grow up
I wish four clippers still here
To watch me blow up
I guess things never go how you want it to
So I don't wanna be the man, I'm goin' to
Uh

I was raised where the thugs lay
Where the little niggas die
But I'ma maintain
I'm okay, don't worry 'bout me
I'm in God's hands
I just hope that the world
Understand who I am ambition
Easy to start off your dreams
But it's harder to finish
Uh, they gon' hate me for my ambition

I was raised by Wale and them
Get on the beat and let
It breathe like oxygen
Every time they do things I follow them
But in a while a lil nigga gon' inspire them
Yeah, I even seen real niggas bail
Seen one got these beads
Reppin' like a Nextel
Same ones hollin' that they won't tell
Now you think you real cause
Your motherfuckin' phone tell
Swear these niggas think I'm in that
Stinker than a skunk tail swap my phones
Now my eyes liftin' like a dumbbell
Niggas sell their soul just to
Get a fuckin' record deal
So tell me how you fuckin' real?
My momma told me do me
But just don't never steal
But I do it anywhere just to
Keep my pockets filled
They say one day I'm just gon'
Run up in the wrong house
And a nigga gon' come around
And blow my brains out
Deadbeat daddy, grandma gone
That's all I know
They like me in the city, called Pompano
Grandpa was a player
He was with another woman
I just look 'em in his eyes and
I see me right through him
I swear my throat hurt from
Tryna swallow my pride
My daddy fuckin' his god daughter
She just 25
They got 3 kids and there's one just 5
That means he been fuckin' with
Her since I was 9
I just opened my eyes and let my ears listen
Friends ain't friends
Lil nigga pay attention
Swear my only friends J-Crack and Lil Raw
Man we go back like Al Capone and cigars
And I know that some niggas
Don't want me to succeed
I just look past it keep balanced
Stay on my two feet got to watch my back
'cause niggas play keeps
My uncle addicted to weed
He ain't even got money to eat
And goddamn, I swear my life crazy
Other people peep my swag
Now they think I got a gammie
I'ma live my life, man you never know
I might die tonight but God with me
And I ain't gon' leave this
World on no plain mission
That's my ambition

I was raised where the thugs lay
Where the little niggas die
But I'ma maintain
I'm okay, don't worry bout me
I'm in God's hands
I just hope that the world
Understand who I am ambition
Easy to talk about money but
It's harder to get it
Uh, they gon' hate me for my ambition

Yeah, half my life spent
Tryna find somethin'
To do with the time we got
The time we got is
Spent tryna find somethin' and look
I heard behind every destined man
Is a surprised woman
I just gotta stay humble
Even though I'm hungry
And, I thought to myself, if
You ain't got no ambition
You ain't livin'