Leo - Despair lyrics

I've lost my cool, I'm not sure how to act
Not even sure how I can keep my pride intact
Well,  I don't know if this
Is it but can't you see?
No, I'm not falling for you
So please have mercy on me

'Cause it's not romantic, I swear
I'm not gasping for air
I want you to be here
But please don't come near
'Cause even though I'm pretty
Sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be closer to despair

No, I don't want want you to
Teach me how to dance
Get your heart away from me
You'll put me into a trance
And even though I think about
You day and night i'm not sure if this whole
Love thing sounds quite right

'Cause it's not romantic, I swear
I'm not gasping for air
I want you to be here
But please don't come near
'Cause even though I'm pretty
Sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be closer to despair

'Cause even though I'm pretty
Sure my head's exploding
I'm not ready for hand holding
It's not love, I swear
It might be closer to despair