London Yellow - Downer lyrics
[London Yellow - Downer lyrics]
I've been going through
Some existential bullshit
Feel like i've been stagnant every other
Life movin
Trying to reevaluate this mess that
I've been proving and im filthy
You can tell how hard he work
By smelling his shirt i got a must to it
Must do it even though i hate my own harvest
Ain't believe it when they
Said that "you're awesome"
I took it to the heart when
You told me i'm garbage
I bend beyond my limit
Mama said that im limitless
This limit is handed to me by
Life i'm thirst for reaching
For sugar hankies finding that life
Now sure it's murderous so id
Rather lose my own life
I've been so conflicted
Haven't felt myself without busting nuts
I'm addicted and a dickhead
Feel like nothings on my mind but
Pussy and a new bed
All i do is sleep when i look back
I just wanna kick back
Backs facing the edge
They told me trim the hedge put
Some green in my lungs
Get supreme on my buns, fuck the funds
Stack the funds you're 16 so grab a gun
Niggas i had enough on my
Plate since i was one and i'm hungry as fuck
I watched my life get smashed like
A wife in a cuck i've been working 9-5
Getting mad at my bucks
My hair is meta from this stupid ass hat
And i lost my tripod on the bus, this is nuts
I've been close to the edge
And pushed off too
Took me a minute to get back from timbuktu
I lost my mind and lost my
Edge like all babes do
Im just tryna slice a new perception
Teacher said there's no perfection
They just have a wrist defection
I just want some damn direction
This is more than recreation
And after this my feelings going on vacation
Thats why im a downer in a nutshell
I hope i didn't keep you waiting