Lowkey, Mai Khalil - Haunted lyrics

I can feel you here, watchin' me
Whispers that I hear are haunting me
I can feel you here, watchin' me
Whispers that I hear are haunting me
Feel it in the air

My brother died when I was 18
Now I'm 24 and I keep having the same dream
My days seem to past fast
But now I hate sleep
So when they say stay free I
Really know what they mean
Just remember I was destined to fail
At every level they tell you
The rebels will never prevail
Heaven or hell, whatever the weather
You never can tell
You know you've lost a loved one
When you remember their smell
I was born to fight oppression
But I'm traumatized and stressin'
With this borderline depression I swear
I'm haunted by your presence
You get all of my confessions
Pray the Lord provides His blessing
And I soar as high as heaven but
It's sort of like I'm guessing
Cause I'm older than you were when you died
I'm nervous inside in the afterlife
Are you the age you were when you died?
It's puzzling me
That would be something to see
Face-to-face with an older brother
That's younger than me i'm still haunted
I can feel you here, watchin' me
Whispers that I hear are haunting me
I can feel you here, watchin' me
Whispers that I hear are haunting me
Feel it in the air

When I was 18 my older brother killed himself
Now I'm 24 and I'm sittin'
In this flipping cell
No comment why they raid my home
I'm waitin' to be given bail
Wish me well, don't know where I'm headed
I hope it isn't jail
It's a strange feelin' when your
Face is on the news
And they try to twist your lyrics
Claim it's hatred for the Jews
Everybody's waitin' to assume
Debatin' all your views
When they would do the same if
They were in your shoes
It's like barristers, court cases
Solicitors and law suit's
Prayin' for my freedom while I'm
Sittin' in the court room
I am just a simple man spittin' these ideas
But the CPS fantasize about givin' me 5 years
Til the day they release my
Spirit and it's peaceful
Digest the words in every lyric
That I leave you a true leader knows
It's the citizens that leads you
When I go, just know
That I did it for the people

I can feel you here, watchin' me
Whispers that I hear are haunting me
I can feel you here, watchin' me
Whispers that I hear are haunting me
Feel it in the air