Madchild - Boxed In lyrics

I was pretty crazy bro
Straight up, I was tagged out knucklehead to a drugged out
Kid was bugged out
Last year's and I came back to the New World that just loves clout
No heart, it was tucked out
And stomped on til the love left
Light pink now it's dark black
Blood-red I'm not upset
My soul was charcoaled in a dark hole
It's OK
Changed the way I look at life you should too it will be OK
A change your mind into a weapon no more cocaine
Stop complaining and soul training think perfect thoughts and start praying
I'm not playing my art saying what my souls saying that I won't change
This time when I start a fire, got gasoline and more propane
Just soak it in and then hold it in while I show you all what is possible
If you're moving right in the universe, I will prove you can be unstoppable
I'm 45 looking 35 by the time I'm done I'll look 30 dog
I'm sober and training him clean as fuck
And I'm not afraid to get dirty dog
I'm not the guy that you knew before, I will hold my ground and then hold it down
That younger me that you think you knew did a lot of drugs, and it slowed me down

They want me boxed in
They want to be boxed in
Happy I was hiding from the world, hope I stay locked in
Hoping I would keep all my relationships as toxic
So many bad memories in life, but I just blocked them
Now I'm feeling brand new
Now I'm feeling brand new
Mad because there's nothing out there that I feel I can't do
Follow what I'm saying on this album, and you Can too
Set your goals and go and live your life you always planned to

I had millions in the last millions and got it down to the pennies man
Look any man taking 20 Zan's
Like every day ruins any plans
Built an entire empire
Pounding my chest like I'm King Kong
Climb to the top of the building and I started ripping it down like I'm King Kong
Did It My Way, Frank Sinatra, but did things wrong
Now I'm back at square one, I'm a ding-dong
But I'm moving right, and I'm learning things, and I'm quickly watching things turn around
I'm working hard, and I'm rebuilding and this time I won't burn it down
I think God that I'm aging good like good whiskey I'm a veteran see
But some dumb fucking asshole from my past still trying to threaten me
Telling me that I can't run my own company, that shits crazy, right?
And saying that he's going to get me
But that shit does not keep me up at night!
Supposed to be scared because he's telling me I'm dead
To me, it kind of feels like I got free rent in his head
Bringing up some shit from 15 years ago that something right
I guess if I am on their mind, I must be doing something right

They want me boxed in
They want to be boxed in
Happy I was hiding from the world, hope I stay locked in
Hoping I would keep all my relationships as toxic
So many bad memories in life, but I just blocked them
Now I'm feeling brand new
Now I'm feeling brand new
Mad because there's nothing out there that I feel I can't do
Follow what I'm saying on this album, and you Can too
Set your goals and go and live your life you always planned to