McCafferty - Fentanyl lyrics

Sunflower broke, stem is bent at an angle
If good boys smoke good drugs
Then consider me an angel
SnapBack forward, tree house of horrors
Deal drugs to your kids and
Your parents pay for it

Disconnected families with cell
Phones at dinner
Teachers, mom, dad
God are all mad at the sinner
Draw pictures in my notebook when
I'm supposed to be learning
Pop a Xanax before class to
Keep my thoughts from hurting

Write a suicide note when I get
Home wishing you all goodbye
If I am a ghost now then
Why still can't I fly?
Always stare out my window and
Wish I were somewhere else
My depression likes to put my
Dreams on the shelf

Am I not cool like the other bands
Because I don't write about love?
Art is supposed to scare you and
I've got blood in my lungs
I'm not sad but I'm not
Exactly happy yet either
Unless I live forever I have
To keep writing this shit

My biggest fear is that I will be forgotten
The grass will grow over my
Gravestone and nobody will bother
You know the beautiful thoughts
That you always think?
Nobody will hear them again

And I will never be your alibi
And I will never be your alibi
And I will never be your alibi
And I will never be your alibi
And I will never be your alibi
And I will never be your alibi
And I will never be your alibi
And I will never be your alibi