Midwxst - ​hate me lyrics

(Wells) uh, I don't know what to say for the
Intro so hope you all enjoy this song
It's a nice song, cute song, me
And Wells made it, yeah, you know the vibes
One, two, three, four

I don't wanna face my fucking past
Not gonna rap but it's a wrap
Remember when they used to point and laugh
But now they tryna say I'm next
My circle keeps on getting smaller
My mama said I'm getting tallеr
Don't pick up calls, ignore the caller
My world, it keeps on gеtting smaller

I'll try and try again but I
Can never seem to help
And every time I make some progress
Feels like I'ma fail
I never open up about my feeling, never tell
Before I help anyone
I don't need to help myself

I'm always tryna talk
But you don't wanna pick up my calls
I thought that you'd be different but
You turned out like 'em all
Sometimes I wake up and wanna slam
My head into a wall people say I have an ego
But my confidence is small
You won't see me down silence, make no sound
Scream for help aloud trying to be proud
Of what I have done of what I've become
Always on the run feelings hit the sun
Talk, talk, talk
It's the only thing I'm good at
And since we're talking about my flaws
There's something that I should add
I'm sorry if I hurt you
It's just something that I do
Without realizing I did it so I'm
Sorry if I hurt you
So, so sorry, I can't describe it in words
I feel like nothing's getting better
Only getting worse
I cry a couple times whenever
I record a verse
'Cause every time I open up
I end up getting hurt
Keep it in, I never talk, won't say a word
A mix of tears and blood
Is staining on my shirt
Stay in the house but they
Say I'm an extrovert i'm nothing special
All I do is rhyme some words


I think my friends, they fucking hate me
Think my family thinks I'm lazy
Think my girlfriend thinks I'm crazy
Don't know why she wants to date me
I'm a fuck-up, I'm a mess
Always living in distress
Always failing all my tests
Never thought, I'd never guess