Midwxst - okay (feat. brakence) lyrics
[Midwxst - okay feat. brakence lyrics]
I put my phone on DND
Don't look at my texts
Lunamatic
And, I know there's somethin'
Wrong with me, I know I'm a mess
And, I don't care what you gon' show me
I'll never be impressed
I never seem to pass my tests
Had to say "Fuck you"
'Cause I know I made me here by my side
Praying that I don't have to see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality
I might run away
Close the door, and no
I'm never gonna open it up
If you look in my eyes
You can tell I never gave a fuck
I know I'll never bе anything
I'll never be еnough
It's hard to process all these thoughts
It's hard to come up with stuff
To say to people that ask me if I'm okay
'Cause I know that I'm not
And I never was in any damn way
But, I don't even have a lot of friends
I'm always betrayed
You stab me in the back
And left me there, in the sheet I lay
Walk inside a party
They said that I'm bad news
You always judging, but don't know
What I've been through
Oh, you want smoke?
Then come and try
See where it land you
You piss me off
I'm sick and tired
I can't withstand you
Know you're in the wrong
But never wanna say it
Wanna take my trust?
You broke it and betrayed it
All of these memories
And thoughts, they keep replaying
And you're the puppeteer
I know you won't portray it
Had to say "Fuck you"
'Cause I know I made me here by my side
Praying that I don't have to see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality, I might run away
"Fuck you"
'cause I know I made me here by my side
Praying that I don't have to see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality, I might run away
Bloomtodeath
Man, coming up is so exhausting
I keep fucking up
But now everybody's watching
Watching
Like was it worth of what it cost me?
Block me, baby, I like it Barbie
Yeah, now you giving up
On the pride that I got left to me
I understated
'Cause you pry so incessantly
My crush is straight
Always go cry to him desperately
Your love is fake
You're only higher off the ecstasy
But, maybe I'll better be
I'm so done treating death like a secret
Staring me down, killing every belief
Living a short life
Just getting ready to pass away
I was tryna survive
Maybe I had to say
"Fuck you"
'Cause I know I made me here by my side
Prayin' that I don't have
To see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality, I might run away
Don't look at my texts
Lunamatic
And, I know there's somethin'
Wrong with me, I know I'm a mess
And, I don't care what you gon' show me
I'll never be impressed
I never seem to pass my tests
Had to say "Fuck you"
'Cause I know I made me here by my side
Praying that I don't have to see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality
I might run away
Close the door, and no
I'm never gonna open it up
If you look in my eyes
You can tell I never gave a fuck
I know I'll never bе anything
I'll never be еnough
It's hard to process all these thoughts
It's hard to come up with stuff
To say to people that ask me if I'm okay
'Cause I know that I'm not
And I never was in any damn way
But, I don't even have a lot of friends
I'm always betrayed
You stab me in the back
And left me there, in the sheet I lay
Walk inside a party
They said that I'm bad news
You always judging, but don't know
What I've been through
Oh, you want smoke?
Then come and try
See where it land you
You piss me off
I'm sick and tired
I can't withstand you
Know you're in the wrong
But never wanna say it
Wanna take my trust?
You broke it and betrayed it
All of these memories
And thoughts, they keep replaying
And you're the puppeteer
I know you won't portray it
Had to say "Fuck you"
'Cause I know I made me here by my side
Praying that I don't have to see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality, I might run away
"Fuck you"
'cause I know I made me here by my side
Praying that I don't have to see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality, I might run away
Bloomtodeath
Man, coming up is so exhausting
I keep fucking up
But now everybody's watching
Watching
Like was it worth of what it cost me?
Block me, baby, I like it Barbie
Yeah, now you giving up
On the pride that I got left to me
I understated
'Cause you pry so incessantly
My crush is straight
Always go cry to him desperately
Your love is fake
You're only higher off the ecstasy
But, maybe I'll better be
I'm so done treating death like a secret
Staring me down, killing every belief
Living a short life
Just getting ready to pass away
I was tryna survive
Maybe I had to say
"Fuck you"
'Cause I know I made me here by my side
Prayin' that I don't have
To see another day
Tired, I'm sick and tired
I don't want a war
Escape from my reality, I might run away