Monica, Jeezy - Forgive Me lyrics

I been thuggin my whole fuckin' life
One look at my babygirl I had to get it right
Superman in these streets hey
But you my kryptonite
Im on this drink I’m on this
Smoke I’m going super crip tonight
Something like a scientist
I mix it like it's antidote
Then I sent that 8 ball
Down the block Scrappy Loc
Rest in peace to Pookie Loc blame
It on me never snitching
Lord knows I ain't send the
Homie on no dummy mission
Want to be like Uncle Wade can't
Believe I sold him crack
Still a hero in my eyes he
Up in heaven tell him that
Don’t tell me how to raise my son
Just know he gone be a man
If the scale of 1-10, know he gone be a grand
Before I stand with flaw niggas
I would rather stand alone till I’m stand
On the top like what he standing on
They say that I'm wishy washy
Ain't nobody perfect though
They say Young you growing up hope
They know you worth it though

The shit I’m smoking on got
Me trippin' please forgive me
The shit I’m sippin' on got me
Trippin' will you forgive me
Look you in your eyes when I’m
Talking know you hear me
Just listen to the words to the
Song I know you feel me
Cause ain't nobody perfect in this
World please forgive me
Shit I’m smoking on got me
Trippin' will you forgive me
Look you in your eyes when I’m
Talking know you hear me
The shit I’m smoking on got
Me trippin' please forgive me

I ain't them and they ain't
Me maybe that’s the disconnect
I do my tequila straight but
I do not do disrespect
You know I remind them though
Forgetful niggas they forget
Before the deal I had a check and
I put that on the set
Breaking unit's down in fatty room
White mountains on the dresser
'Give me Auntie Sarah when we fell
Out look I knew was stressful
Wasn’t for you I ride on them
Look we in a rival gang
Screaming fuck the other side
Guess that just a rival thing
100 dollars re'ing up back
Then we always talked
But since the fame ain't been the same
Forgive me Mrs Brenda Ross
Nah not your nephew acting like a rap nigga
Like I ain’t sit on your front porch
Talk shit and trap with you
You asked me to help with your wedding
Argument in front your kids
Hurts me to the very day
Lamest shit I ever did
So please forgive me lil sister because
I know I hurt your soul
Your husband is a lucky man I hope
He know you worth it though

The shit I’m smoking on got
Me trippin' please forgive me
The shit I’m sippin' on got me
Trippin' will you forgive me
Look you in your eyes when I’m
Talking know you hear me
Just listen to the words to the
Song I know you feel me
Cause ain't nobody perfect in this
World please forgive me
Shit I’m smoking on got me
Trippin' will you forgive me
Look you in your eyes when I’m
Talking know you hear me
The shit I’m smoking on got
Me trippin' please forgive me