Otep - Hematopia lyrics

I don't recognize my life
Who is this soul so weak and paralyzed
Cold claws raking up & down my spine
I'm never alone, but I'm lonely all the time
This is where it ends, within the empty dark
I'll set myself aflame, resurrected
By the spark

I may be broken but, I won't fall to pieces
Lonesome & corrosive
The weakness of your secrets
I won't die like I've done many times before
I'm gonna run from the wounds
Of war

When the moon casts shadows
Long across my wall
I'll pretend they are my friends & I've known
Them all along i'll sit and pretend I'm not
Waiting on your call
When the phone finally rings
My courage will dissolve
And I will run to you
I will run right back to you