Otep - Selfmade lyrics

No no
No into the defect
The reason the source
Of all this misery
And extract it forever

What heals me kills me

I'm a natural assassin a massacre in action
I've never known remorse
Or felt any compassion
This is my drug of choice
The reason demons rejoice
My rage remains a beast untamed

I bet you'll remember me now

Glutton i am heartbreak and depression
Regret without redemption a wounded animal
Afraid of my reflection i am an epidemic
This is a crime of passion
The willing weak deserve defeat
The penance will be savage

I bet you'll remember me now
I bet you'll remember me now

Bi-polar self-abortion
Mind fuck can't escape
These chains of shame
I'm stuck swollen in the mud
Barely standing still
Hungry for the hunt and the thrill
Of the kill

Come on i've always been a shadow
Content with my disease
You'll never see it coming
'Cause you never notice me unload
Words are the remedy words are the remedy

What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me
What heals me kills me the plague rages on

I've built myself out of ash and agony
I am ready i
Am i
I am my own creation, I am, self made
I am my own creation, I am, self made
I am my own creation, I am, self made
Destroyers i am I
A bone heals a bruise fades
But art is forever