Otep - Signals lyrics

() Spoken in background

(You can say you love me)
I'll be visiting you (It's true)
Depression, my friend
(You can say you love me)
I sit at your feet in
This dark room of regret (you can say it)
Cold, Shivering
Choking on the green gas that
Seeps from your nostrils it goes
(you can say that you love me it's true)
Born in a brothel as you wheeze and cough a
Congestive rythme until you speak
And the vapors
Slither out and fill the room and i fall
Further into your heavy diatribes of doom
(you can say that you really doooooo)
On my knees
(you can say you love me it's true but
You cant say you raped meee but
You can say you love me
(Sorry there is more but
I cannot distinguish it
I think along the lines of being abused
And that it can't be love) )
Infront of me neatly in rows
They're all sets of, of
Weapons and other sorts of killing devices
A knife, pills, razorblades, a noose
Made of human hair
A loaded 50 caliber dessert eagle
Full clip, one in the chamber, saftey off
An ink pen with a
Poison tip, a shotgun, a syringe
Loaded with pure fucking heroine
Beside me an open window whispers it's
Invitation to enter it's mouth
Begs to eat me so I can plummet to
The rock bottom of it's empty belly
Or I could back out of here, slowly
Without notice into the opening day
Blind my eyes from the sun and ride
This fucking rediculous adventure to the end
And keep fighting and keep laughing and
And watch my flesh die
Still doing whatever the FUCK
I want however the
FUCK i want on my FUCKING terms so be it
(JUST LET ME (undistinguishable) )
Ill remain and earn it
A great life, a good death every FUCKING day
And you know what they'll say?
They'll say HEY, HEYYYYY, HEY, H -Just look
At her now! JUST LOOK AT HER, nOW!
No, no, no, no, no just
(Look at me, look what you've done to me)
I'm not saying not to do it
I'm just saying sterlize it thats all
I'm saying, no im not saying don't
Do it, i'm just sterlize it
Sterlize it first that's all I'm saying