Rittz - Angry Jonny lyrics

Jonny, Angry Jonny this is Jezebel in Hell
I wanna kill you i wanna blow you, away
I wanna kill you i wanna blow you, away

Ya Uh, Ya Uh yeah (Jonny, Angry Jonny)

We been together like forever
Crying everytime I reminisce
Remembering how happy we was
Sadly it's been a minute since
I look at you I see the man I miss
You changed so much over the years
It's like there's barely a resemblance
Of who we used to be
I never thought that you'd
Be physically abusin'
I wish I knew how bad your temper was
When I met you I'd of left you but
Instead you acted like you never hit me
On several different instances
You get belligerent the other
Night I couldn't breathe
Had me pinned against the wall cause
I received some instant messages
And I don't even know that guy
Plus I would never cheat
I caught you cheatin' on me once
But I was scared to leave
I can't believe I told you yes
When you said "marry me"
You used to cheerish me I think
You need to see some therapy
Hystericaly I wake up in the morning cryin'
Horrified I'm going blind couldn't
See the warning sign comin' Jonny

Jonny, Angry Jonny this is Jezebel in Hell
I wanna kill you i wanna blow you, away
I wanna kill you i wanna blow you, away

Ya Uh, Ya Uh yeah (Jonny, Angry Jonny)

Getting sick of putting up with this shit
It's bad enough you used to
Slap me now everytime
That we have a spat you clutching your fists
You hit me like I'm a man black and blue
Trying to mask it with make up and sunglasses
Going to work telling my boss that I slipped
You say I'm not allowed to talk to my friends
Like I'm a prisoner
If I was to mention getting
Divorced I'd be dead i know it
I should have fled or filed
For a restraining order, it's torture
You pushed me when I was going down the steps
To reassure if I left you that
I'd regret it for good
You stood above me, yelling at me
On the floor while I bled
Being forced into sex when the thought of
Fucking you just makes me cringe
So bad it's getting hard for
Me to play pretend
Self-esteem so low that I can go
Get naked in a mirror and
See myself as I add up all the days I spent
Telling lies inside a hospital
I bet they wonder why I never
Called the cops on you
Cause, I love you Jonny

Jonny, Angry Jonny this is Jezebel in Hell
I wanna kill you i wanna blow you, away
I wanna kill you i wanna blow you, away

Jonny, Angry Jonny

This was never the way I wanted to live
I never thought that this would
Come to an end
And if it did I figured I would
Be the one that be dead
I begged you not to buy that gun but you did
I bet you wished you never showed me where
You had it hid up under the bed
Everytime you pulled it out when you
Were drunk I was scared you use it on me
I finally had enough of your shit
And your demons no more bleedin' no
More mistreatin' me cheatin' repeatedly
Me pleading to stop beating me
Jesus I gave you everything you
Wanted all I wanted back
Was your love but really I
Was just your punching bag
And if I go to hell for
Killing you I'm willing to
I feel like you done already took
Me to hell and back Jonny
And I can tell I caught you by surprise
From the expression in your lifeless eyes
Say my goodbyes to my one and only
While I'm standing in the puddle
By your bloody body i love you Jonny