Rittz - Toxic lyrics

I wish I didn't feel like
The biggest piece of shit
Choking on raw emotions
I'm holding deep inside of me
Feeling so lonely
Over my shoulder there she is
So far apart but I could feel
Her breathing right behind me
'Cause we ain't even fucking
Starting to accept it
We just say I love you, ain't no hugging
Ain't no pecking the minute that we said it
How much longer can we sit here
Watching Modern Family
Popping Xannies drinking all the whiskey
Till we're screaming and we're arguing
Mainly 'cause we're wasted
Neighbors call the cops again
I don't really blame them
But they don't know about us
Both of us are crazy
We get into bed and laughing 'bout
The stupid shit that they said

People hate that we're together
Saying that we're toxic
Like all we do is argue with
Each other and get upset
So I told her baby if, someone say if we get
Separated from each other
Then it may be best
They don't fully understand the
Way our brains connect
Until the day we're dead
I'll be in love with a toxic relationship
Oh, I'm in love with a toxic relationship
I'm in love with a toxic relationship
I'm in love with a toxic relationship

I'm so upset with you
I get pissed and call you names
You mistake it for hatred and
Say I mentally abuse you
I just don't feel I could kill
You if you tried to leave
Or at least give me some head
Instead you do it when you choose to
We ain't even fucking
There ain't no discussion
We just go get drunk and
Ruin another family function
Your mama looks disgusted and probably
Wants to jump in
'Cause the police came and cuffed us
Up for causing a disruption, drop one
We go to dinner with family and friends
We still ordering shots for
The table to drink
They know it's only a matter of
Minutes before we start fighting
That train's never late
Usually arguments start with a
Joke that's involving
The character trait's that we hate
Guzzling bottles of Crown like it's water
It's hard for our marriage
To carry the weight
You leaving? Wait, I'll help you pack
You hit me in the face, people held me back
You kicked me out? Oh bitch, I'll bounce
Don't be calling me asking me
Where the hell I'm at
Well guess who's back on your broken bed
With my shirt torn up
And my cellphone cracked
People don't know why we don't just break up
Roll my eyes when they tell
Me that it's toxic

People hate that we're together
Saying that we're toxic
Like all we do is argue with
Each other and get upset
So I told her baby if, someone say if we get
Separated from each other
Then it may be best
They don't fully understand the
Way our brains connect
Until the day we're dead
I'll be in love with a toxic relationship
Oh, I'm in love with a toxic relationship
I'm in love with a toxic relationship
I'm in love with a toxic relationship