Rod Wave - Misunderstood lyrics

Yeah I'm for real
And that's that soldier shit you
Know what I'm saying d major, baby
You know what I'm saying,  Rod Wave
Sometimes, think about that shit

Now this one for the pain that
I felt over the years
This shit ain't been the same ever
Since a nigga was lil'
Been too much on my brain make
Me wanna shed a tear i be tripping
Reminiscing but I'm thankful I'm still here
And I'm so misunderstood this
That real soldier shit
I never thought I'll see the day
Where I could go legit
I was just on the stroll
With my cuzzo tryna flip
Sell a O in 30 minutes he said 'You
Need more than this' cause we swangin'
Better have your fire, I got my fire
This shit get dangerous
I won't tell no lie before I
Die I'll go out banging
Just tryna survive but this the
Life of a gangster
It be hard to believe that I made it this far
Made it when it was raining
Boy that shit there left me scarred
Often reminiscing about Deja
That shit hurt me to my heart
Blood drove my auntie crazy cause she
Died right in her arms
And I made it to the funeral
But wishing that I didn't
I been dreaming about that casket ever
Since I seen her in it
I ain't tryna see no casket
I ain't tryna see no sentence
My bitch don't understand me and
My family in they feelings
They say I might win a Grammy fuck
A Grammy I need a million
It hurt me that I hurt you can't
Believe the way I did you
I really thought that we'd be married
Move away and have some children
And I can't even explain it
That shit be crazy

And I'm so misunderstood if I could
Then I would but I don't get it, I admit it
Pain that I'm feeling
Make me wanna cry sometimes ooh
It make me wanna cry sometimes yeah uh
And I'm so misunderstood
If I could then I would but I don't get it
I admit it while reminiscing
It make me cry sometimes, ooh oh
Lord knows I cry sometimes

That real soldier shit though
You know that-that
That pain shit don't go no where
Like you know what I'm saying
That part be temporary, but it still be hard
But sometimes I be in my
Feelings about this shit
I'm forever a soldier that's soldier life
You know I'm saying
Thug to the bone, you know I'm saying