Rod Wave - Nirvana lyrics

Pipe that shit up, TnT
Mm-mm, mm, uh

If you're hearin' this, it's too late
(Late)
I've been writin' this since Tuesday
Today Friday
That mean tomorrow's doomsday (Yeah! Yeah)
Tried to fight the pain, but it ate me alive
Sad to say I lost the battle against my mind
(Mm-mm)
You should be happy for me, homie
No more sufferin'
(Sufferin')
We all got a day
I guess we'll see each other then
(See each other)
I hope that Heaven's real and
One day we can reunite
(Yeah! Yeah)
And don't bе cryin' for me
I lived a wonderful lifе
I went on tour and seen the world
And met all of my fans
(My fans)
I can't lie
I wish I could do that shit again
(Shit again)
Made plenty money, wrote my will
My kids is good
Hopefully they don't grow
Up so misunderstood
(Misunderstood)
I moved my momma out the hood
And bought her a home
Even though me and her
Husband never got along
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Bought all my niggas brand new
Cars and watched them flex
Wanted niggas to know I loved
Them before I left
(Yeah)
I bought a brand new house in Houston
Left it to my pops
(Yeah)
Take the fam with ya nigga, we all we got
(All we got)
In they face the whole time
Beggin' for help
For years, ready to die but scared of death
(Yeah, oh)
I tried to pop a couple pills
They just made me sleep
(Yeah! Yeah)
I left the house without my gun
Niggas fakin' they beef
I poured a half a pint of
Wock in a two liter soda
Stuck as fuck, couldn't move
I thought it was over
(Over)
False alarm, nigga
I told the world how I was feelin'
My worst decision
(My worst)
Since this fame and all these millions
They treat me different
(Different)
Tired of fake smiles and broken hearts
It's fuck the world
Fuck the money and the cars
The jewelry and the girls
(Yeah! Yeah)
They all treat me like I'm him
I feel so alone
(Yeah! Yeah)
Like I'm just a walkin' come
Up without a soul
(Yeah! Yeah)
I hope, this ain't how they remember me
Thought accomplishin' my dreams would
End my misery
(Misery)
I've been this way for awhile
Lost as a child
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Momma always tellin' me smile
She's so in denial
Still wishin' I had some help (Help)
What the fuck? Make a nigga
Run off and blast himself

Mm yeah