Rustage, Zach Boucher - Hole lyrics
[Rustage, Zach Boucher - Hole lyrics]
Abandoning your friends makes you
Worse than scum
But what kind of a father
Can abandon his son?
Learning from your failures
Shaped the man I had become
A cold blooded Ninja who won't stop
Til the job is done
A prodigy, I took no value in camaraderie
A part of me still wanted
To paragon my autonomy
But Obito was right in changing my ideology
Careless in my actions left his body
Crushed in front of me
And in his final words he
Told me to protect Rin
And I swore with all I
Had I couldn't give in
But through these bloody tears
I pierced and demolished
I'm sorry Obito I broke our final promise
And I'm losing myself once again
There's a hole in my soul, oh, oh
And I'm picking apart the remains
And I won't let them go, oh, oh
See, I was young when I started feeling numb
Now look up at what I've become
I used to be shunned while
Father was second to none
I just want to be who he was
I guess it was dumb, pretending
That I knew my mom
I wish I could have been a son
But I couldn't run, there too much
That needs to be done
But I'mma have to be the one
So I would work for it
Learn from mistake that I never made and
That wouldn't change it hurts more
When you've been through the pain that I've
Had to face like every day
I first swore
A promise I've made, you would hear me
Say that I'd keep her safe
But I couldn't
When I know I should've
That's a promise that I never meant to break
I thought I would run out of reasons
It's hard to believe in it lately but
You are the ones that I needed
And even if none of us make it I
Know that our bonds have been deepened
So I gotta be the one to say
It you have given me meaning
So now I'm leaving
And I'm losing myself once again
There's a hole in my soul, oh, oh
And I'm picking apart the remains
And I won't let them go, oh, oh
When you've been through all this hurt
Find a time to make sense of the words
We get what we deserve
Who can speak for the voice gone unheard
Worse than scum
But what kind of a father
Can abandon his son?
Learning from your failures
Shaped the man I had become
A cold blooded Ninja who won't stop
Til the job is done
A prodigy, I took no value in camaraderie
A part of me still wanted
To paragon my autonomy
But Obito was right in changing my ideology
Careless in my actions left his body
Crushed in front of me
And in his final words he
Told me to protect Rin
And I swore with all I
Had I couldn't give in
But through these bloody tears
I pierced and demolished
I'm sorry Obito I broke our final promise
And I'm losing myself once again
There's a hole in my soul, oh, oh
And I'm picking apart the remains
And I won't let them go, oh, oh
See, I was young when I started feeling numb
Now look up at what I've become
I used to be shunned while
Father was second to none
I just want to be who he was
I guess it was dumb, pretending
That I knew my mom
I wish I could have been a son
But I couldn't run, there too much
That needs to be done
But I'mma have to be the one
So I would work for it
Learn from mistake that I never made and
That wouldn't change it hurts more
When you've been through the pain that I've
Had to face like every day
I first swore
A promise I've made, you would hear me
Say that I'd keep her safe
But I couldn't
When I know I should've
That's a promise that I never meant to break
I thought I would run out of reasons
It's hard to believe in it lately but
You are the ones that I needed
And even if none of us make it I
Know that our bonds have been deepened
So I gotta be the one to say
It you have given me meaning
So now I'm leaving
And I'm losing myself once again
There's a hole in my soul, oh, oh
And I'm picking apart the remains
And I won't let them go, oh, oh
When you've been through all this hurt
Find a time to make sense of the words
We get what we deserve
Who can speak for the voice gone unheard