Scorey - Letter to Mom lyrics

Scorey, ayy this reminiscin'
’Bout the times that we've been through
All the times I didn't listen look

I gotta tell you that I’m sorry though my
Words just couldn't fix it (Nah)
And I hope that when we get
Older have some fun just reminiscin'
(Just reminiscin')
'Bout the times that we've been through
All the times I didn't listen
(I didn't listen)
All the changes that I made
And all the changes that you didn’t
All the risks I had to take just
Doin’ shit I had no business
And I gained a couple fans but
Know you always be my biggest
(Be my biggest) all my vision got so blurry
You was there to paint my image
And you always said I used
To underestimate my limit's (My limit's)
I remember back when Leah passed away
I was sleepin' in your bed like every day
(Like every day)
Even though my room was just some steps away
(Just some steps away)
’Cause I knew that when them demons call me
You would keep me safe
And I'm sorry for all the pain I brought you
You was there to stay
You done treated me like the golden child
I was rollin' wild, smokin' loud
Me and Doodie ridin’, probably totin' pound
(Baow) but my name be poppin' like that
Top up off that soda now
(Up off that soda now)
And I'm tryna carry all my
Posse on my shoulders now
Went from being sporty straight to
Totin' on a 40 cal (A 40 cal)
Feelin' like a disappointment
Tryna make you more than proud
Gotta put my heart up in the
Songs that I'm recordin' now (Recordin' now)
And I know that you know Bakari
Momma this is Scorey now (Scorey now)

Uh, I never thought that all this time
Was tryna keep me out of harm
It's a letter to mom (Uh)
Uh, hard headed, never listen, never
Thought that I was wrong
It's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, and God forbid the day you ever
Gotta have to see me gone
It's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, just know you wise, was my all
You the reason why I'm strong
It's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)

Yeah, I had to thug it out
I couldn't been no lame, ma
Never trouble makin', now I stay
Up in my lane, ma
You know I was playin' ball
Probably on that game, ma
(That game, ma)
But then they shoot Lil' Zuly, then
The shit wasn't the same, ma
(The same, ma) failin' at the school
While I'm passin' in the streets
(In the streets)
Like I'm runnin' in the time
Was goin' faster than my feet (Than my feet)
Even though you probably have me
Never asked you for the sneaks
(Asked you for the sneaks)
I know when them people grabbed me
You the first one that I seen (That I seen)
You done always had my back
I gave you reasons why you shouldn't
(Why you shouldn't) everybody said give up
But deep inside I know you couldn't
(I know you couldn't)
And you hate to see me high
Runnin' out here 'round my boogey
But I jumped inside the streets
That's the only way it could be
(The way it could be)
I was wreckless with them niggas
Load it quick to stuff a fooli (Grrah)
Eatin' breaksfast at the store with 50
Cent up in my hoodie (Up in my hoodie)
Totin' 50 'cause I feel like many
Men been tryna do me (They tryna do me)
And you used to always have me
I can't stand to let you lose me
(Can't let you lose me)
And it's crazy every teacher that I had
You used to fight with (Used to fight with)
Makin' school difficult like even
Though that's light shit (That's light shit)
You was in the basement for me
Workin' on that night shift
(That night shift)
I never told you thank you for it
So I had to write this
Then I wake up stressin'
Will I really put you on?
Or I be another nigga they
Be missin' when I'm gone
I remember when you didn't want
Me kickin' it with Shawn
'Cause we seen my brody twist
Get hit up bleedin' in his arms
And I think I really went through
Everything that you don't want
After all of your precautions
I ain't think that I was wrong
After all them years of fightin'
Some days we ain't get along
When you thinkin' 'bout me
Listen to this song, it's a letter to mom
(Corey now)

Uh, I never thought that all this time
Was tryna keep me out of harm
It's a letter to mom (Uh)
Uh, hard headed, never listen, never
Thought that I was wrong
It's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, and God forbid the day you ever
Gotta have to see me gone
It's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)
Uh, just know you wise, was my all
You the reason why I'm strong
It's a letter to mom (It's a letter to mom)