Shinigami - toxic lyrics

I've been having trouble falling
Asleep at night
Tossing in my sheets until the sunrise
If you look closely into my eyes
You can see the fire burning inside
But you can't see the hole
I feel in my chest
You don't hear the ringing in my head
I don't wanna feel this way no more
I don't wanna feel this way no more

In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again
In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again

Everybody's toxic, it makes me nauseous
Honestly, I just wanna be
Asleep and forgotten
I just wanna be asleep in a coffin
One day, everyone will be forgotten
Toxic, it makes me nauseous
Honestly, I just wanna be
Asleep and forgotten
I just wanna be asleep in a coffin
One day, everyone will be forgotten

Falling asleep at night
Tossing in my sheets until the sunrise
If you look closely into my eyes
You can see the fire burning inside
But you can't see the hole
I feel in my chest
You don't hear the ringing in my head
I don't wanna feel this way no more
I don't wanna feel this way no more

In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again
In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again

Watch the moon fade to the sky in the morning
They tried to warn me
But I just ignored the voices
Forces taking control
Leaving me disconnected
I wanna protect the neglected
It gets hard when your mind's been infected
Thoughts I project on my imperfections
Put down the drugs, they've been ineffective
Leaving me restless, leaving me breathless