SiR - Never Home lyrics

"I told myself I wasn't finna
Leave you no voicemail
'cause you really got me fucked up like you
See me callin'
So a voicemail is pointless as
Fuck, but the whole part about it is
If you really are serious about this"

Ten missed calls, I fell asleep (damn)
Dreamin' like I ain't livin' one
She ain't have nothin' to say at all
But a promise is a promise
And I told her last week
When she hit me, I would pick up my phone
Nothin' worse then bein' alone
And feelin' alone
I know that I should call back
But let's face facts
I don't really feel like arguin'
I be out partyin'
Road been good to me, good to me
I know nothin' lasts forever
But this feel like life
I used to love when she check on me
Check on me but nowadays phone calls ain't
So black and white
"See, I don't know who that
Bitch is in the background
I don't know when I'll make
It back to the hotel"
Most of our conversations don't end well
She say she been fine, but I can never tell
'Cause I'm never home

"There ain't no reason to be, to
Be havin' to call you six
Seven hundred times
(I'm never home) in a fuckin' minute
Because you're screening my calls
My nigga, like what are we doing
(I'm never home)
For real? We just gonna play this game?
Like let's stop fuckin' playin' games
Like I'm notyou know what?
(I'm never home) I am not goin' to get out
Of my positive mode that I've been on
You know what I'm sayin'?"

I've been in in the Bay for a few days
The money locomotive don't stop 'cause
She lose her top
And Top workin' me like my nickname Kunta
New slave, stay up in the lab on a new wave
I don't need nobody fuckin'
Up my concentration
Lately I've been contemplatin' givin'
Her some space
I'm tryin' not to lose my patience
But if we was in a race
We'd be headin' for the finish line
She put me in a mood when I'm feelin' fine
She keeps sayin' I need to just
Say what she think I'm thinkin'
She'll get out my way
See our chain ain't linkin'
No, our bob ain't weavin', shit
Our pop ain't lockin' i'm all for boxin'
But this fight ain't stoppin'
She don't wanna spaz
But she running out of gas
I'm tryna make it last
But why should we do that
When I'm never home

"If you have a problem, to talk to me
I'm your woman we're not kids
(I'm never home) don't - mind you
We're grown i'm not gonna be
Callin' you seven hundred times a day
(I'm never home) this shit is for the
Birds this whole-, this
Whole thing, honestly
To like- like to be high key honest (I'm
Never home) is not fuckin' workin' because I
Can't even get through twenty minutes like
I'm tired of it i can't do
This shit no more
So you figure out what you're goin'
To do because I know what I'm gonna do
And I'm gonna stop leavin'
This fuckin' voicemail
Because you got me fucked up"