Soft Cell - Divided Soul lyrics

Got my preacher in the kitchen
Got my dealer in the hall
I'm blind to the truth
Though I say I've seen it all
I'm always asking why
I want to laugh but I have to cry
Gonna live for the day looking for tomorrow
Gonna go off the rails if I
Don't find a god to follow

I know i don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the
Time going out of my mind
Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul
Got my lawyer in the bathroom
I've got a hooker in my bed
I'm taking medication
For the voices in my head
Got a holster on my shoulder
A bible in my hand i'm the serpent in Eden
Praying for redemption
On evil I'll be feeding
To make my resurrection

I know i don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the
Time going out of my mind
Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul

I'm turning up the music
I'm drowning out the screams
I'm a man of passion a child of apathy
Though I keep on running
Life's catching up with me

I know i don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the
Time going out of my mind oh yeah, baby
I know i don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the
Time going out of my mind oh yeah, yeah
I know i've not got long to go
I'm living on the edge all the
Time going out of my mind
Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul

I'm a risk taking danger loving
Chance risking trouble tasting
Liar a thief an apostle of grief
I'm a killer or a lover one or the other

Who the hell am I?

I'm a divided soul i'm a divided soul
I'm a divided soul i'm a divided soul
We're all divided souls
Yeah, we're all divided souls
We're all divided souls i'm a divided soul
Divided soul