Spitty - My Mind lyrics

Welcome to the sub conscience of my head
Every night this young hero goes to bed
And slips away from reality
Into another tragedy
Nightmares, night terrors
Different calamities
Sweat pouring down my face where's
The peace of mind
Demons screeching everyday they could
Creep up from behind
Days when I'm trapped in a dark hole with
People screaming but I cannot see them
Or the world's on fire and it is
I who is doing the breathing
Always in these nights I seem to be alone
One man vs the world I never felt so cold
Thoughts mixing and jumbling
Into one deviation
Until the clock strikes morning
I'm still running, still racing
Finally I wake up and take a look around
No horror but just wait until
The sun goes down uh huh
No horror but just wait just wait
Until the sun goes down!
Dive into my mind, seek what you seek inside
Dive into my mind what
Mysteries will you find?

Another day gone another chapter
Read chapter finished
Passage after passage this journey is
More of a mission
Sleep for comfort but many a
Times it brings pain
But when I control these thoughts I
See a rise in fame
Daydreamer staring out the window in class
Thinking I'll be famous regardless
Of if I pass
Meet my idols and create a hip hop movement
Features tours albums that's exactly
What I'll be doing
Sometimes my mind tries to give a break too
Night-time staring at a mirror
Saying I made you
Fear that ego will kick in
I'll lose the life that I'm living
How do I follow my dreams but
Not literally my head starts spinning
Time and time again I wake up in the dark
Success and change ain't no walk in the park
Unless that park has monsters and mirrors
Seems like only once I lose it
All will I become a winner

And one night when I expect it all to repeat
My nightmares will disappear like I
Moved off of Elm street
No more hatred or ego it's all peaceful
But I'm still sweating and
Squirming my mind's deceitful
What I see is my normal
Life with friends and family
No fame but I'm still living life happily
I keep waiting for something to pop out at me
But every corner I turn a quiet
World is all I see
Then the alarms start blaring and
My head starts flaring
Whispers & screams, a million people glaring
Concerts and signings, T-shirts and grinding
Voices everywhere I can hear myself rhyming
Someone just yelled out Spitty
You're the greatest
Then everything went pitch black
It all just faded
Open my eyes to see thousands
In front of me shout
Night is now reality and my old
Life is what I dream about