Lil Wayne, Eminem, The Game, 2Pac - My Life (Remix) lyrics

And I'm grindin' til I'm tired
They say "You ain't grindin'
Til you tired"
So I'm grindin' with my eyes wide
Looking to find a way
Through the day
A life For the night
Dear Lord
You've done took so many of my
People but I'm just wonderin' why
You haven't taken my life Like what
The hell am I doing right?
My life

I'm supposed to be the soldier
Who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight
Of the whole world on my shoulders
I ain't never supposed to show
It, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to
Toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles
That I can handle unless I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my
Crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever does pop off
I'm supposed to be beside 'em
That Ja shit I tried to squash it
It was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just
Don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a
Song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit went way
Beyond some Jay-z and Nas shit
And even though the battle
Was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it
Honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost
Feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop
For, it's not why I got in it

We are not the same, I am a Martian
So approach my Phantom doors with caution
You see them 24's spinnin', I earned them
And I ain't no preacher
But here's my Erick Sermon
So eat this black music
And tell me how it taste now
And fuck Jesse Jackson cause it
Ain't about race now
Sometimes I think about my life
With my face down
Then I see my sons and
Put on that Kanye smile
Damn, I know his momma's proud
And since you helped me sell my dream
We can share my momma now
And like MJB, "No More Drama"
Now Livin' the good life
Me and
Common on common ground
I spit crack and niggas could
Drive it outta town
Gotta Chris Paul mind state
I'm never outta bounds
My life used to be empty like
A glock without a round
Now my life full
Like a chopper with a thousand rounds

And still I'm having memories
Of high speeds, when the cops crashed
As I laugh pushing the gas
When my glocks blast
We was young
And we was dumb but we had heart
In the dark when we survived
Through the bad parts
Many dreams is what I had, and many wishes
No hesitation in extermination
Of these snitches
And these bitches they still
Continue to pursue me
A couple of movies now the whole
World trying to screw me
Even the cops tried to sue me
So what can I do but stay true
Sipping 22's a brewing
Now the medias trying to test
Me got the press asking
Questions, trying to stress me
Misery is all I see, that's my mind's state
My history with the police is
Shakin' the crime rate
Ma main man had 2 strikes, slipped
Got arrested and
Flipped He screamed 'Thug Life!'
And emptied the clip