Trae Tha Truth, Kim - Alleviation lyrics

Speak to inspire, built to destroy
I was placed in a situation that seeded me
Not a matter of choice
Although I wanna give up
Gotta live for the fam
Gotta look out for all my niggas, yeah
Gotta meet the demands
And the people who need a reason to wake
My soul I take to give to
You before I meet the mans
I can see this wrist
Now bigger than a slit wrist
Man, I sware I can't aford to slip up
Got my shoes tied, when the game's tied
Will I stay in neutral, will I hit clutch
These are questions I ask
If I'm the man to be
Standin the test of time
A testamint the type that'll test standards
Texin like Tony Danza, I'm livin free
So excuse my manners
Excuse my french, but fuck your standards
I don't live in it, I'm infinat
I don't have limmit's, I don't flex
And I don't do gimics
I guess what I'm sayin, I say for myself
I say for my health i'm facing my fears
Simple alleviation to pain

This one here for my thugs
I finally made it out the mud
Sick of people seein this love
And they don't even know what that was
That's all that been on my mind
Why the fuck is everyone lying
Fuck you niggas up, with mine
I'm guessin I'm gettin older with time

Gettin older, but still in my prime
Fuck it, I have a toast, I'm
A voice of the struggle
Those who feel it the most
Better the host, never brag, never boste
Gettin I'm holy, never leavin my post
Before my brother's homicide
The pain was never so close
Sometimes, I wish I could talk with him
His ghost
Maybe it was a wake-up call, no one
Tells me get more sleeping pills
Another dose
Gettin this money, leave me alone
Before I have niggas pop up on you
Just to pull up in something
You ain't seen before
We learkin, watchin where you're standin
Stay out or lane
Gotta feed my kids, so they kids grow
4 clips for this 4 4, just tryna go
Know what niggas thinkin, but I ain't no hoe
Survivin, until I'm sober
That's word to Pac, and all them hustlers
Never met him, but I wish
I could've brought him something, alive
So we could fuck over the world
Cookin and ridin
I go to the safe, while you niggas in hidin
Better feel what I spit, the truth
On this shit, fuck nigga
Get the fuck off my dick
I'm solid like bricks
I hit you where it can't be fixed
Once I start
I ain't goin end till you sleep in the ditch

This one here for my thugs
I finally made it out the mud
Sick of people seein this love
And they don't even know what that was
That's all that been on my mind
Why the fuck is everyone lying
Fuck you niggas up, with mine
I'm guessin I'm gettin older with time