Trip Lee - Cryin Out lyrics

Yeah aye this song came from the heart
Came from my own personal experience
It's for all my strong believers who
Who fallin' back
And they feel like they fire died out
Imma tell you all my story yeah

I still remember
When I first started living this thing
And you gave me the grace to
Make the right decision to change
My whole lifestyle was flipped most
Thought the kid was insane
Even those close to me my
Homies wasn't feeling it mayne
But still I wanted some more
I wanted to know this infinite King
You restored my heart and your glory
Started to stick in my brain
I couldn't get enough of your scripture
I was simply amazed
By Acts, Galatians, Revelation
1 Corinthians, james
I couldn't fathom something would happen
To make me stray away
I couldn't imagine leaving my Dad
That took me from my playa ways
Who rescued me from the storm
All those gray and rainy days
The one with that, amazing grace
The same one who gave me faith
But recently it seems to me
That passion is fading
It's almost like I forgot my
Holy Dad was amazing
And without noticing your Word
I started reading it less yeah I'm alive
But it feels like I'm just breathing to death
I'm cryin' out
I'm cryin' out cause I'm weak and unworthy
Lord Jesus it hurts me
I'm in need of your mercy would you please
Come and restore me to the
Servant I used to be
When I was just seeking your glory and
Was content with you and me

After you snatched you up I saw
That life without you wasn't life
You couldn't pay me a million bucks
To go back to shunning Christ
I'd tell my boys the joy
Of living abundant life
Read ya sword, seek the Lord
I'd tell em' to run to Christ
But my desires much less
It's clear that I am such a mess
My life crumbles now I stumble
And I am deserving death (I am)
At first it was just not reading
But now it's leading to sin
And it's been so long I wonder
If I'll see you again
And the sin makes it even harder for
Your grace change my heart up
Each breath I take is hard
The separations getting farther
I'm scared to pray unto my
Father cause I feel unworthy
To seek His face I didn't bother
Yeah it makes me wanna holler
Cause everything I've known seems
To be fading away this thing is crazy I pray
That you'd erase it today
And I know can't just sit idle and
Wait for you to do it
But, I don't know what do I'm
Crying as I'm going through it

I'm cryin' out
I'm cryin' out cause I'm weak and unworthy
Lord Jesus it hurts me
I'm in need of your mercy would you please
Come and restore me to the
Servant I used to be
When I was just seeking your glory and
Was content with you and me

Now it's getting even worse cause my sin
Doesn't even hurt me as much
Why would I leave my first love I
Used to thirst for your touch
For your direction of my life
I loved your glorious throne
I'd put myself in the back seat
And seek your glory alone
But now because I love it
Less I'm becoming morally wrong
I may look the same to all the
Others but Lord you notice I'm gone
You know I long to come back I
Miss that peace I used to feel
When I'd reap pray unceasingly and
Read what you've revealed
But, I'm not plus I got a
Minor depression that I'm hating
To learn a lesson now I'm waiting
I'm starting to question my salvation
I'm nothing
I'm dirt I need something to work
So I'll try the only thing that does
I gotta jump in ya Word
And maybe if I read I'll be able to recapture
The things that made fall in love with Jesus
King and Master i know it'll be a struggle
But, I gotta fight hard
To delight in the Christ who
Saved me like lifeguards

I'm cryin' out
I'm cryin' out cause I'm weak and unworthy
Lord Jesus it hurts me
I'm in need of your mercy would you please
Come and restore me to the
Servant I used to be
When I was just seeking your glory and
Was content with you and me