Trip Lee, J.Paul - Fallin' lyrics

I don't really want it but
It's calling my name
"William you come and get me I
Can take away the pain
Come a little closer you
Got everything to gain"
But, I got too much to lose
I'm bout to go insane
I been here too many times got my head low
If I gave a dime for every
Time I'd be dead broke
I feel that battle in my
Soul the pressure closing in
My passions asking for a pass and
I can't hold it in
There I go again no self control again
I'm too good at giving in
Feeling like throwing in the towel
The guilt is closing in
Sometimes I climb the heights but
I'm at my lowest sin
Cloaked in deception and overdosing
On potent sin
I'm so gone baby wanna be home again
Wanna feel whole again come
Fill this hole again
Now I'm doubled over with my face in my knees
At your side is where I wanna be
But there I go again I'm falling
Face to the pavement
Once again faced with the same sin
(There I go again I'm falling)
I don't think I'm a make it
Don't know how much longer I can take it
(There I go again I'm falling)
So I'm caught up in this sin
I wonder if I see Your face again
(There I go again I'm falling) falling
There I go

Trying to keep it cool I
Don't wanna lead em playing
But, it's hard to block out
Everything that she be saying
Look like keep coming baby just reach
Out an take my hand
There's no need to fear me all
I wanna do is dance
I believe the lie now I'm headed for my doom
They have finally got me locked and
I'm bout to be consumed
Feeling like I'm watched by
Everybody in the room
Cause they know I'm a fake and
If not they will soon
Have you ever felt like the
Walls finna close in
Shackles on your hands and your
Feet and your dozing
Sleep til the logic you possessed
Before all of the mess
Sound so be headed mess with
The rest what's left
Is a schizophrenic shell where a man once was
Now you get to see the damage your lust does
So now I'm doubled over with
My face in my knees
At your side is where I wanna be
But there I go again I'm falling

Everytime I fall He go'n pick me up
The Lord is my shepherd homie
He go'n pick me up
I fell into the trap again but
He go'n pick me up
Remind me of His promises in
Him I put my trust
I don't never have to give in to the lies
I'm feasting on His word all
My sin I do despise
So now I'm down before His
Throne praying on my knees
Asking Lord give me grace please
I don't wanna be falling

So I gotta face this but I know
There's nothing that He can't fix
(I don't wanna be falling)
Looking to the cross where they placed Him
Cause, I know His grace is amazing
(I don't wanna be falling)
He's covered all my sin
It's gone never to be seen again
So Your calling calling me to You