Yelawolf - Disappear lyrics

Daddy I've been thinkin' about you lately
Mama's never here and step daddy hates me
He drinks a lot, it makes him so mean
Mama always screams and it
Gives me bad dreams
Today I dropped my bowl of
S'ghetti on the floor
I didn't mean to make a mess
I tripped on one of my toys
I tried to clean it up, really I tried
But, I just made it worse so I
Went to my room to hide
I knew if Benny saw it I'd
Be in so much trouble
I didn't want to, but I did
And the thought of gettin' hit scared
Me so I didn't tell him
Benny saw it, he took off his belt and
You know he hit me with it
Then he pushed my face in to
The carpet where the s'ghetti spilted
But, I forgive him though
I love you daddy, I guess I gotta go

There's a moth on my window sill
And it came to die alone
Through the pain of the pouring rain
I gaze into the storm
And I imagine I'm the son of a man
Who will hold me close and near
With these bruises on my face I cry
While I pray to disappear

Daddy are you there?
I know you're probably busy
Off working somewhere helpin' somebody
Build a house or somethin' neat
You told me what you did, carpentry, right?
Man, that's so cool, daddy
I really miss you
So much that I would kiss you
Yeah even front of my friends
I guess you know I'm gettin' sick again
I've been throwin' up
I haven't been playin' much
I missed a lot of school this week
But, I'm tough
I'll make it, you know me, daddy
I don't get what I want most
Of the time but I'm patient
Hey if you get a second
Maybe tomorrow you could come by
Just to check in
Because my babysitter's crazy
Mama don't believe me but she
Makes me get naked
And I'm embarrassed so I hide it
I'm tellin' you because you know my
Heart and what's inside it
I gotta go to sleep but
Don't turn off the lights
I love you daddy, or should I say Christ?
I gotta go to sleep but
Don't turn off the lights
I love you daddy, or should I say Christ?

There's a moth on my window sill
And it came to die alone
Through the pain of the pouring rain
I gaze into the storm
And I imagine I'm the son of a man
Who will hold me close and near
With these bruises on my face I cry
While I pray to disappear

When the weeping willow tree
Sways from the breeze i float away
To the end of the world, to the moon
To the stars to the heavens where I'm safe
I’m a child, not a prey i’m an angel
Enslaved
I'm a life, I'm a world, I'm a rose
Put to waste
Wake me up, let me live, let me breathe
Let me breathe
Give me love, give me soul, give me guidance
Give me peace disappear