Z-Ro, Cl’Che - Change of Scenery lyrics

I don't know why my life ain't stable
So many up's and down's
It make a nigga dizzy
Trying to keep his feet on the ground
Feeling this pain daily, too many times a day
Just wanna live, not necessarily shine today
Losing my mind today
I can't keep the tears from dripping
Thankful for Eugene my nigga
For residency flipping
Ran a car into my own shit
Shouldn't I be glad to be like Joe
But have to lose everything 'fore
I get it back
I get free game, I stacks my cars my clothes
But my mama will never scratch my back
Before I go to sleep no more
I'm feeling crazy, just can't find the slack
But fuck
I can't move I know I'm not sleeping
I'm woke the devil's riding my back
I try to shake him, but he on me
Therefor my attitude is rude
Fuck friends leaving me for lonely
Sometimes I feel like the high
Is my only companion
So I stay running the drugs
Looking for understanding

I don't really wanna die
Just need a change of scenery
It don't matter where I go
Long as I'm blazing greenery
Blowing my wig back
Trying to deal with stress
So I don't go crazy
And bandon me from people to rest

I don't really wanna go
That's why I ask Lord bless my soul
Had to stop hanging with hoes
Even some my kin folk
It's bad for my brain, bad for my blood
Bad for my people
That I wanted to show love
See cause love's been lost
That's why I blaze up greenery
And charge it to the cost
Baby I feel your pain
Like when the tears come down like rain drops
And it don't stop
Motherfuckers keep pulling the same spot
Trying to make you let loose, until you drop
Them off the scenery, doing something crazy
Wouldn't have to go through this shit
Ain't that was another place to be
That's why I ride behind
You a hundred percent, my nigga it's Cl'Che
I smoke with you ride with you
Make sure you make it through the day
Too much hate make a chick wanna vacate
Off the scene
Get a lil stash live out your dream ha
Feel what I mean relieves the stress
Remember you blessed smoke on
Live on and move on my nigga
I'm in your zone

Seems like I was looking for love
In the wrong place
Attempting to put a smile, on a long face
I couldn't beat it, the DA had a strong case
So I might ready to burst this
For a long stay
Back at the block after 2 and a half
Thinking my partnas got shit to show me
But they bout they paper capping
Acting like they don't know me
Thangs done changed
I see I'm out here on my own
Got fronted a couple of packs
And glad I'm all night long
But fellas started to get jealous
Cause I grinded so much
I wouldn't of knew he had a beam
If he didn't shine it so much
So when he came walking up on me
I just capped and let it go
See I'm nervous by nature
That means I'm dumping on you hoes
There was people looking for me
Plus I'm ducking the vice on top of that
My people treat me like a thief in the night
Sometimes I feel like my high
Is my only companion
So I stay running the drugs
Looking for understanding