Z-Ro - Happy Feelingz lyrics

Lately, my luck has taken a
Turn for the worse
I used to ride in luxury now
I'm headed for a hearse
At least it feels that way my
Day-to day is full of sufferin'
My headaches can't be relieved
By aspirin or Bufferin
Am I tougher than my problems?
I like to think so
But every time I try to rise
All I do is sink slow
Like I'm out in the Pacific
And my vessel capsized
Seems like I been going through
It since I got baptized
Mr jesus I can feel him all up in my bones
Cause he be giving me game on
How to live my life long
Can't forget about the angels
At the psychiatric center
Helping me to feel like I'm a winner
Got me taking Lexapro
Just so I can improve my mood
It got me feeling like I'm giant
All obstacles better move
Or get flattened in the process of
Me reachin' to the top
Y'all know that I'm the cream of the crop
And all my people say

Getcho' ass up out my way Satan
I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin'
Never again will you catch me livin' in sin
Cause when the pearly gates open
I wanna be steppin' in
Getcho' ass up out my way Satan
I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin'
I do away with you devils so I
Can make it to the top
And remain sane even when a
Nigga dealing with a lot

I'm all alone but guess what that's all right
Facing my fears and producing
Tears that's all night
Yeah I'm a grown man but
I still cry sometimes
Cause, I'm a sponge soaking up pain
Trying to come out the rain
I been doing right all my
Life and still sufferin'
While murders and crooks out there bubblin'
I need a break, so many decisions to make
I can't concentrate
Cause everybody in my life is so fake
All the years that I wasted
Lovin' and tryin' to build
With somebody who was never even
Feeling me for real
I thought I had a family but
Out the window it went
With all my legal problems and all
This beefin with thirty cents
I'm a loner, pillow to post
Solo on the corner
Bitch don't know nothing 'bout Joseph she
Just want "Z-Ro" to bone her
But, I'm old school till I'm
In my burial plot
I just need a lady to dig me
When I'm dealin' with a lot

Ain't no happy feelingz in the air
So lately I been searching for
Happiness through my prayers holy Father
Can you hear me when I'm down on my knees?
I need a bridge over troubled
Water, save me please
I'm just a lost soul tryin' to
Find his way back home
Everything I love has been takin' away
From me now I'm alone but, it's all good
Tell me when the sun gon' shine
On this nothing ass motherfuckin life of mine
Mama it been 20 years since I seen yo face
Do me a favor
Ask god if I'm included in his grace
Cause, I'm feeling abandoned like
The last man standing
So much poverty and pain this ain't
The way that I planned it
All I wanted was to make
A little money and split
Take care of my people and grow
Old with grandchildren and shit
I'm still happy
Even if my cases don't get dropped
And remain sane even when a
Nigga dealing with a lot