​ghoulshorizon - all the lies ​ lyrics

Yuh, I always wanted to make a difference
And you wanted more i wanted less
And you wouldn't listen
So I gotta get this shit off my chest
And the words I said
They didn't mean shit to you

Or are you lost in your fucking head?
And I'm not crazy and I'm back on my meds
And all the lies you told everyone
All the time I wasted
I should of fucking listened to everyone

All the lies
And all the little lies you told everyone
No, you told them now you gotta
Fall with the walls you built
Every line I write down
Gives me more of a thrill
You mentally abused me
And told everyone I was ill

All the lies you kept inside your mind
Buried in each other's mind but why?
And I'll never know now

I'm just replacing the love with these drugs
I'm replacing the alcohol with this mud
But it's never enough
And I got trauma and try to keep to myself
Everyone brings the drama to me and
I act like I need help
If that's really how you felt
Why be in my DMs talking like you want me?

All the lies you kept inside your mind
Buried in each other's mind but why?
And I'll never know now

Yeah, everything is ruined
Nothing is gonna be okay
And I'm stuck here wasting away and she won
'Cause I can't get her out of my brain, no
And you told them now you gotta
Fall with the walls you built
And all the little lies you told everyone