​ghoulshorizon - ​without me lyrics

When I used to sing in the back of the car
You told me id never go far
Now that im older
I realized i could spend
My time playing guitar
Get better so I can become a star
I don't wanna be a monster

The shadow of you still haunts me
I can't imagine a world where
You move on without me

Destructive behavior
Corrupting me
Making me hate everything i love
I guess it wasn't enough
I just want some scars on my wrists
Droping these songs fueled by rage
Might make you pissed
The anger on this track is off the gage
Once again i choked when i went on stage
Its time to open up a new chapter
Time to turn a new page
Clear the anxiety with some lavender & sage
Time to turn a new page

I don't fucking care
You exist anymore
You where never there
I wanna fucking breathing
Im sick of saying i wanna leave
I won't diseave youi
I wanna make you all believe
I can do thisx
Ain't no such thing as
Relaxing without relapsing
No such thing as flexing without resenting