Lieu - ​complaining lyrics

Got your nail polish in my room
With your hair dye, hair dye
Thinking we should cut ties, cut ties
It took so long to realize, realize

Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times
And I still won't get it
And I've seen your fucking text
It doesn't mean I read it
I've been so fucking upset with
How you played me, but I'm not complaining
Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times
And I still won't get it
And I've seen your fucking text
It doesn't mean I read it
I've been so fucking upset with
How you played me, but I'm not complaining

I keep fucking up, tell me
Did I break your trust?
What am I doing wrong? I
Don't like this song
Don't listen, I hate it all
And I never fucking win
They wanted me to fall
I get stabbed in the back
Put a gun to my head
I ain't over the last, but ill never go back
And I'm trying so hard i can't take it
Do not take the wrong way
I can't even say it
Tell me if you're okay, okay?
And I think about you always
But there's no way that you will be with me

Got your nail polish in my room
With your hair dye, hair dye
Thinking we should cut ties, cut ties
It took so long to realize, realize

Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times
And I still won't get it
And I've seen your fucking text
It doesn't mean I read it
I've been so fucking upset with
How you played me, but I'm not complaining