156/Silence - By a Thread (I Suspend) letra de (lyrics)

Fuck what you seem to recall go back to sleep
Ill intentions call me by my first name

Honesty’s deported
Everything’s unsorted i can’t
Pretend anything’s
On course i fail myself
Looking back I forced this
On myself remorse is all that
I have kept despite the corpses in my mind
I just suspend

Still withering in this ruin
I forgot to mention that I’ve lost
All interest in rebuilding peace
All false idols never know the
Cost of what you
Do you’ll always just be full of fucking shit
By a thread, I’m still suspending up
I just wonder, am I moving on?
Still, I’m suspending on the chord I
Should have cut before with all
Of my defiling trait's I showed
To all of the world
Wishing I could curse this
Off one someone worse
I wonder if I’ll end up as the first
To parish all for nothing but this
I’m crippled with this sense of regret

Time after time
I just can’t fucking stress enough that
The blood in me boiled
I fought it off
Following nothing i felt the cut
Don’t you fucking forget it you cunt

Gasping for air but it won’t
Fill my fucking lungs
Still I won’t beg for
Abetment failing to learn
Failing to express myself
You just watch off in the background