156/Silence - Denouement letra de (lyrics)

They bother me all of these thoughts enter in
My amity faltered and rusted
With chains i’m far from
Okay i just deteriorate into these lies
I’ve tried convincing my mind I’m
Alright but the
Time healed nothing like I was foretold it
Would mend me inside
Guess I’ll writhe in my shell i take
The first hearse straight to hell
Don’t you cry when the bell
Rings at the cemetery funeral

You’ll be fine, I know
Don’t think of me when things are low
I deserve fire and brimstone as my
Casket and for my throne
Harrowing
Distressed, it seeks for the veins
From under flesh
This await's me to break from pain
With a blade to my wrists
On my grave
I hope you piss upon the memories
You received and don’t you
Wish for me to be at ease or in peace
Destructive tendencies delivered me
To this place
A flood of entropy to permeate through
My brain and I just take
It i let decadence have the
Say carrying me to waste

They bother me all of these thoughts enter in
I can sense a coming end
Enclosing on me seducing
The noose lustfully caught my eye
With a gaze, I contemplate sealing fate
This depression is severing all
Of my aspirations
To attain a life of happiness and
Leave without the shame that burdens me
With lack of confidence and hatred
I disdain the way pain plays
Such a part in this
Deterring me a way to carry on