156/Silence - If Pleasure’s Gone lyrics

I consent to nothing if
You're just gonna nitpick
Me every single chance that you get
To bitch, you insist enough of all this shit
You couldn't fix me with help
From anything that you give
And you're twisting my wrist to
Force the pieces fit
Puzzled the unlinked but dragging
Through the distance
Wishing you listened enough to understand
Some of the symptoms have left
Me with a sickness
I'm giving to each and every
Single one of them but

I'm not done i'm not giving up
Give in to me give it to me
If I say that I'm quitting
Don't pity for mе pity for me
If this is all that life has laid out for me
Thеn I deserve to feel
The worsening decrease, see
If I was lost I'd climb to the tallest peak
And ask myself if it's more worth
It to hide or seek
And what's been lost has found
To be hurting me
More than I ever could imagine
How could it be?
If pleasure's gone then let me
Go back to sleep
'Cause I don't want to have to
Wake up to the vacant mourning

Distraught and I can't seem to flee
From this and what not
I've caught a virus in deceit
What if I'm possibly a victim?
A broken concept seen and unreported
Systems, diminishing indeed

If pleasure's gone, I'll make my own fun
But I can't seem to
Release inconveniences underlined
When will I feel like I
Felt before all of this?
When will I be better for myself?
Can I still offer the others help?
Am I still me? Am I someone else?
Am I still me? Am I somebody else?
Well, who's to say if nothing's important?
There's a burning air surrounding me
I'm all that I have in this and
If this is all that life has laid out for me
Then I deserve to feel
The worsening decrease, see
If pleasure's gone, let me go back to sleep
'Cause I don't want to have to
Wake up to the vacant mourning stay Away
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I'll make my own fun
When I give in and when it
Gets out of my enclosure pinned, caught
Give in to what has been calling your name