156/Silence - Irrational Pull letra de (lyrics)

Searching for some substance
I guess I’ve looked for a while
I see my suffering has grown to spread
It's wings and my absence
Is just an instance of the
Voidance lived with
I see vipers slither
Out of abhorrence in my visions
I keep pressing, I get pushed away
I’m only lessening myself with
Every single delay
I keep on stressing while my future decays
I pick the constant misery on replay

To think I could have fucking listened lucky
To be fucking present all my nights
A distant vision i won’t
(carry on)
Casting cold incisions on my loving
Ones’ opinions captivating me
This hindrance doesn’t
(care at all)
(Let me go)
Just let me be alone as they roam
Let the crows pick my bones
‘cause I know that’s all that I’m
Fucking worth it never leaves
(Let me go)
Descending on my own i don’t know
When my woes took control
But I won’t give into the
Fucking words that never leave
But I just want to escape
These voices
(these voices) tend to tear at all that’s
Left of my endurance and I’m hopeless
(So hopeless)
I can see myself ignoring this as loneliness
It curses
(I’m cursed with) all that’s
Left of my impurities
Flourishing i’m worthless
(So worthless)
I suspect a coming quarantine on my head
I fall back in my old ways
You can tell that I
Am grasping at anything i walk
Off to the side
Stepping on the glass that I have
Broken to hide from this
(Let me go)
‘Cause I won’t ever relate
(Let me go)