156/Silence - Lost Visual letra de (lyrics)

You’ll never say my name in solacement
It’s all paranoia infested in my brain
I wish I could reject this interior pain

I brace, I crawl i pace, I fall
It’s all I won’t ever fail at
I’ve never been worse off
I race my clocks i chase my thoughts
With all of this lovely poison
I’ll never get enough
Fucked up all of this life i just
Repeat with no sense of direction
Fucked up
I won’t deny i plea for
Calmness i plea for composure

It’s always floating up above my head i pick
The pieces up to throw them away
It festers onward with the pressuring
I feel the thunder underneath my skin
Please don’t look now i’m servile
To ghosts around me
I feel like a prisoner i profess
My disgust with those around me
I’ll never believe in anyone but myself i
Press my luck with every decision
I can't stand this for much
Longer than I should
I could break away from all of this and
(free from) what?
Hell

Constantly crashing on my head
Confusing all of this again
What is happening? I have only my grief
You’ll never say my name in solacement