156/Silence - Taste of Ashes letra de (lyrics)

Love, blood, trust
All the same none of it matters
Tell me I’m wrong
Brushing off it’s all I have ever needed
Anguish constantly crawls inside deceiving
All the volumes on the wall offer nothing
Burn them with the passion
I’ve evolved to withstand this
With confidence

I’ll never forgive myself for letting this
Get in my thoughts
As the loss spreads over paths I cross
As if these things disappear with time
Why should I explain myself if all
You do is change the subject?
All you do is reign disgust and
Why don’t just give it up?
Your feelings are irrelevant i
Hope you fix the
Mess before you face your final fault
I stare at the wall waiting for the meaning
Waiting for the strength to
Withstand the days weaning
Prophecy of nothing
Why are you delaying this?
Have your way and wash my
Days away like all the
Stains you missed ‘cause I
Don’t feel the sorrow
I don’t know the meaning i will not
Be bothered by your weaknesses or feelings
Fuck a new tomorrow my camaraderie is fleeing
I have watched myself turn
Into this abandonment defeated
I am gone

I try but I can’t help myself i can’t seem
To pass over these conflicts
That arose to existence
I’ll cry for assistance they’ll never answer
My discomfort only strengthened as
Time was persistent
I know I got what I deserved

I restrain my instinct to be violent
Constant shame above me, I endure
Following nothing as I am
Hurdled i will sink
I will burn to the core
I restrain, I restrain my
Intentions all with hate
All in vain i implore
I restrain, I restrain my obsessions
All misplaced, all disgraced
Don’t disturb