156/Silence - Tell the Reason lyrics

Here we are
Hats off to the hopelessness
Patience
They’ll be filling in the spot
You leave when the time
Comes for you to make the
List one name longer
Everything is in it's place but unaligned

Counter to the heartless execution
Of our usefulness
I strung together something from the crash
Anything will do to simply prove
To you that this
Was all but just for nothing even if you’re

Laughing at me
Laughing at me
Laughing at me
Laughing at me
Comically impart virtuosity you don’t
Believe in whatsoever
Just a pat to your own
Back for all your flaws
Partial to the actuality
Of every circumstance
It shows with each and every moment passed
Wallowing in self created fences
You constructed to avoid
This heap of shame that you’ve amassed
Seeming to be endless
Your endeavor to be seamless is a mission
Of you pissing in the wind

All this tension just collects through the
Roof in the room I’ve rued
To be left in remoteness
And remember nothing new

I’ll be damned if I'm just here
To be a deprecated demonstration
Of an example shown to only
Draw towards the lowly
Nefarious seductions that allure
All while my character is desecrating
Dissipated into the distance
Viscerally, ripping at me since the beginning

When the question arises how I’ve derailed
Tell the reason you left me alive
I’ll die when you allow me to