156/Silence - Vexation letra de (lyrics)

With displeasure I appease you just
To follow your lead
I’m disgusted by my actions almost every
Day and I don’t need you
You can finally erase all the memories
That you have and all the good
Times you saved
They mean nothing to me at all

Bet you bite your tongue

I never fucking asked for this and you
Can take it all back with you
You can face this all alone
If it’s what you want
I can’t believe I’ve never seen this as
It is are we just a blur?
You just cut, cut, cut
Cut me up ‘cause it feels so good
It’s impressively saddening
And I'vе seen pain breed
With all those I’ve come to need

I can’t keep acting likе I’m just
A person that doesn’t feel defeat
I compare myself with everything else instead
It’s as pathetic as it feels yet
I continue to just embrace
I forget how to forget as I waste my days
Its such a fucking nuisance
And I’m so complacently defenseless
To my own hate
It breaks and it throws away
It bludgeons the faith encased
I can’t pretend to save
What’s left if there’s
Anything it’s all just a fucking shame

There’s only disappointment
For all those that have entrusted me
And I fear
That the blight has engulfed my frame
Will I steer from the vices that resonate?
I am far from perfection
I guess I never gave a fuck
And I won’t begin to now
No