17Psyche - ​idk who i am lyrics

One day I'm alive, the next I'm dead
Just tryna make it right
Like my God just said
Everybody's full but they're not well fed
Catatonic aristocracy, the people fled
Division, 2-0-2-0 vision
Indirect messages on my phone
Laws that I disown walls inside my home
And the cause is not unknown
Tormentation on the inside
Won't let it show

I don't know who I am growth in triad
All this time all my life
I don't know who I am
If I leave will it come back?
Sick of waiting for something
Can you feel your heart thumping
In your hands

Bug man on my phone tryna segregate
I'm just tryna make some dough
Bro get off my case
All these cunts in underground
They just copy and paste
All this love in my heart, let it go waste
Trauma straight from the past
Fill an empty place
Suffocate from the last hands to hold my face
I can feel the contrast in the distant space
I can never come last in this constant race

I don't know who I am growth in triad
All this time all my life
I don't know who I am
If I leave will it come back?
Sick of waiting for something
Can you feel your heart thumping
In your hands