360, Justice, GMC - Words I Never Said lyrics

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said

Yeah
This is more than music, it's a way of life
You can call it stupid, you can hate it
Right? This is not some torture
This is self-inflection
It's what happens when you scream and
No one else is listening
This is ugly, this is tasteless
This is imperfection
It's adultery, this is hatred
This is indiscretion
This ain't David Blaine
This isn't misdirection
The music is the drug
The lyrics are the intervention
This is placebo effect, man, this is Panadol
It's free falling, no
Shoot down that rabbit hole
It's the equivalent of TEC's guns
Lock and load
It's the epitome of sex, drugs, rock and roll
It's your deepest fear
Unbearable to think of
It's what I see when I'm
Staring at a ink blot
This is my brain, my eyes
This is my spinal chord
This is my state of mind
This is my life support
This is the truth underneath all the lies
But they know
That they fall deeper and deeper
The higher they go
And even though you're on the edge
An' you're tryna say no
You end up right back here
So might as well just let go

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said

Yeah, with this I can reach a higher state
But without it, I'm fucked up and wide awake
I can't handle thinking anyone's above it
Can't even live until everybody loves it
And now I've gone and found the rules
That I live and die with
Found myself tryna fight those
Who criticise it try to prove what it meant
When they'd simplify it
To realise that I'm the one
I'm in the fight with
Because I don't need this
But, if I'm happy with myself
Then they won't mean shit i drop names so I
Might see some repercussions
I'm being honest though
So if they get offended fuck 'em
I'm not a fighter I'm a lover, mate
But, if you are standing in my way then
I'ma bite you in ya fucking face
Wait, 'cause that ain't even a threat at all
I'm just never stopping in this shit
That I was destined for

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
Never said
I can't back the words I never said

A gift can be curse, a talent can be a burden
Could mine be one of those
Talents that's never hearda'?
Just another echo in a
Hallway full of has-beens?
Just another rapper who will always
Be the last in
Line? You get my piece hungry
Like my last meal but forget my priest, look
I ain't dying, I'm fighting to live
The only real fight that I gotta win
Is the fight in my head
And such is life, Cay-sa ra-sa rah mafucker
I'm on my grind mafucker, and such is life
For us generation FLY so stay tuned
The revolution gon' be televised
In the comfort of ya living room
Watching us falling
Fly and find out what a mafucking milli' do
Yeah, so we'll see you when we touch down
Matter fact, fuck that
We ain't gonna come down

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said