4 Horsemen, Ressurrector - Freak of Nature lyrics

I was put on this earth to
Live and die just a freak
But, I don't need your mercy
Save your pity for the weak
A wife, some kids, a house, a home
These things i'll never know
I'm truly left here on my own
With no soul, mixed flesh
Is all my master gave me
A chance to live again and now
Your God won't even save me
And you can make life with
A single bolt of lightning
But, you can't fix a face
The whole world considers frightening
Damn you father, I didn't ask to be made
You can say you're a man of
Science, but a role of God, you just played
I'm so betrayed, got no one to call my own
If you don't make me a wife soon, you too
Will be alone so i'll flee into the night
And I pray nobody sees me
But, I gotta keep runnin' forever
'cause the world just wants to slay me
And what's this? so many faces
Holdin' torches around me
They lock me down in chains
Now the townsfolk have found me!
When you're a freak
People love to kick and shove you
When you're a freak
Even God doesn't love you
When you're a freak
Your heart stays full of pain
When you're a freak
It's always rainin' in your brain
When you're a freak
You're a monster in their eyes
When you're a freak
Your very life, you will despise
When you're a freak
People turn and walk away
When you're a freak
It doesn't matter what you say

I'm forever alone
With this 45 made of chrome
Put it to my head and cock the
Hammer and just let it blow
Yeah, I am an outcast
On the other side of the glass
You told me that i'd live forever
Now I wish it'd pass
I can't even go in public with my face on
I was nothin' but a lab rat
At best a straight disgrace
And my genetics are like
Somethin' out The X-Files
Even Frankenstein would cringe in horror
If he saw this child i have no self-esteem
I'm livin' in a shattered drea
I'm putting cuts into my skin
Just to see if I can bleed i can't
(no) , because i'm living life eternal
As i'm waiting in this
Living hell, my thoughts
They become infernal when you're a freak
You're living in a world forgotten
Time passes slow and your brain
It slowly turns rotten when you're a freak
You have to hide underground
So, it's back to the crypt I go
Never to be found when you're a freak
People love to kick and shove you
When you're a freak
Even God doesn't love you
When you're a freak
Your heart stays full of pain
When you're a freak
It's always rainin' in your brain
When you're a freak
You're a monster in their eyes
When you're a freak
Your very life, you will despise
When you're a freak
People turn and walk away
When you're a freak
It doesn't matter what you say

To be i wish my mother would abort and
Put me out my misery
But i'm alive and i'll survive although
I rather would be dead
No faith in God and that's just one
Of many things I never had
A worthless freak, who sickens preachers
Tryna stay afloat? your severed throat

When you're a freak
People love to kick and shove you
When you're a freak
Even God doesn't love you
When you're a freak
Your heart stays full of pain
When you're a freak
It's always rainin' in your brain
When you're a freak
You're a monster in their eyes
When you're a freak
Your very life, you will despise
When you're a freak
People turn and walk away
When you're a freak
It doesn't matter what you say