Midwxst, aldn - ​happy ever after lyrics

I swear we talk all the time
Feel like an actor
I got no sense of time, what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
Actin' like I’ll fix it, you got it backwards
You know we talked last night
What'd you do after?
I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after

’Cause we talk all the time
Feel like an actor
I got no sense of time, what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards
And when you called last night
I didn't answer
I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after

And now the sadness turn to anger
What's the matter?
I served my love upon a platter
But that shit shattered
You notice how you mind my business, bitch
You're a witness
All the work I put into this
Shit made me lifeless
Yeah, I see they try to judge me
But are they happy?
I know they're everything I could be
But I just wanna feel free
It feels like maybe it’s not worth it
I’m just a bother
I wanna live my life happy ever after

'Cause we talk all the time
Feel like an actor
I got no sense of time, what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
Actin’ like I'll fix it, you got it backwards
And when you called last night
I didn't answer
I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after

My mind drifts away to a vacant place
I wanna talk, but it’s hard for me
I'm too afraid i don't believe in myself
I think that I'm a waste
You left me broken, yeah
You left me in some disarray
I know you might think that I'm a fuck-up
I run my mouth, I can never seem to shut up
My feelings run away and I
Can't seem to catch up
I'm tryna leave all this stress
And all this pressure
Try to build a wall, but
It came crashing right down, i'm
Standin' in my silence, I will
Not make a sound, no
All these thoughts go inside of
My head, spin around, but
It's so hard to let my guard
Back up when it's down
No feeling in my chest
I can't feel my heart pulsin'
You know I'm in pain
You already know I'm hurtin'
There's a hole inside of my heart
As deep as the ocean
Puttin' on an effort so long
I'ma close the curtains

'Cause we talk all the time
Feel like an actor
I got no sense of time, what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards
And when you called last night
I didn't answer
I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after