Allday - Not So Bad lyrics

I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad
I'm not so bad chubby boy, uh

I talk a lot of shit, tell porky pies
If you could crawl inside my mind
You'd be horrified
But let me tell you what it's like
It's mostly dark clouds
It ain't often light
Demons in our minds, we sin
Displeased in a god we don't believe in
And I see things better when I'm drinking
Now I'm sleeping in the day
Awaking in the evening
Am I really so wrong, or just young?
A little immature but come on, it's just fun
But am I really so bad, or just dumb?
A little immature and I'm coming undone
Like
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Uh, so now I'm wondering

Am I really so wrong? Am I really so bad?
I should have known all along
That I'm not so bad

You don't know what I did just to get here
Every year, thinking about next year
Every day, hoping for a better one
But most of the time they never come
Watch the news and we feel like monsters
So everybody's problem's on
My guilty conscience
And if I had a million dollars
I'd throw it in the river
Watch it sink to the bottom
And if I had a mansion in the hills
I would throw a big party
Full of cannabis and pills
'Cause I am not an example for your kids
I live free and I rap the way I live, like
Da da da da, da da da da, da da da da da
Da da, da da da da, da da da
Uh, so now I'm wondering

Am I really so wrong? Am I really so bad?
I should have known all along
That I'm not so bad

Fake New Era caps, scuffed up Emericas
Our parents blame us for
Fucking up their marriages
We blame them for never fucking telling us
How two people can make it if you care enough
Family portrait's, family court dates
So we all get higher than divorce rates
And all of us are born great
'Til they take away our freedom
And we all break
'Til they take away our ambition
I'd rather be a killer than a damn victim
Am I really so wrong, or is it you?
Am I really so bad, or is it you? Like
Da da da da, da da da da, da da da da da
Da da, da da da da, da da da
Uh, so now I'm wondering

Am I really so wrong? Am I really so bad?
I should have known all along
That I'm not so bad

I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad
I'm not so bad
I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad
I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad
I'm not so bad
I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad

Uh, fuck my enemies
Hope you all choke and die fuck all bitches
Everything you spoke was lies
Fuck the people in high school
Who called me ugly i hope you get salmonella
From your lunch meat
And I hope you get diabetes
And I hope you get hepatitis A, B, C
Hope you get the whole hepatitis alphabet
Alldeezy