Baby Gos, Shiloh Dynasty - Ocean lyrics

Why do I still try she wanna spark up
I don’t trust nobody not even her
Know why I still try she wanna spark Up
I don’t trust nobody not even her, not even-

I don’t trust anyone anymore kinda crazy
See my life taking off like a jet plane
I’m getting better and better just
Imagine one day I’ll shine-
I’m making it happen with my
Flows and my rhymes
I don’t day dream about his anymore- i work-
Knowing one day it won’t matter if I hurt
My mom will have a roof
My dad will some cash
Honestly I just want all of
This to happen fast i’m tired of having all
These damn plastic dreams
But when I make it beat
Believe I’m bringing my team
I’m less like Logic now-a days
And more like Witt
Meaningful rhymes about my life
That I know spit
I got trust issues, that’s no secret
Being a snitch it’s almost like
Now-a days they teach it so I stay back-
Mind my own, in my own thoughts I roam
I’m crazy for that life, I want it so bad
You know your gonna make it when
You’ve been happy and you’re sad
I spent my days staying away
From the social life only writing my rhymes
Making it I just might
I’m 16 in age, but 32 in maturity
And yes I know
That I still have that impurity
But I still am on another level
For the fact I did this on my own
No deal with the Devil-
I am so low, but at the same time I’m so high
And this life I choose, hotter than a dry-er
If I could have anyone it would be her
But she’s miles away
I pray and pray to no amay
If here’s this I’m gone
If she loves this It’s your song
They say Gos your changing
Maybe cause I finally found something
That I’m good at making
If you sit back, relax, and chill
You would relalize recently I’ve
Been popping those pills easy way out
Escape from my thoughts from a kid to a tot
I live alone-
Sleeping where I can, never had a childhood
I’ve always been a man
Sunnier days, and now my arms are getting tan
Living outside, seeing the cops that I outran
In my Ocean in my thoughts, I try to hard
I just use what I was given, like a damn card
Wasn’t born a king, but I plan to die one
A legend thrown around so imma be a god son
Just waiting for the day I no
Longer have to carry my gun
In my own thoughts this is my Ocean