Banana mccree, Shiloh Dynasty - Blue lights lyrics

You never took reason to my feeling
You left me dying out here bleeding
You cut me so wide there's no healing
You never opened up to me always concealing
You got me begging i'm kneeling
You hate me give me a meaning
What did i do, I'm always dreaming
You said you dumped me but
It's just called cheating

Blue lights on laying on the bed
Thinking bout my past with you
No i never hurt you
Or abused you or affected you
With my love but just
Think about me pleasei miss you i am always
Staring at my ceiling

Fuck love what the point in life
I always hated it with strife
I want to self harm with a knife
I thought you was the one
But clearly not a wife
It is always we don't care Tim don't talk
To me then they drop a dislike
Tell me what the point is of telling people
About your depression they can't help it
I dreamed i got blood on me coming
From my wrist it's all slit
They say i am fat i know I'm unfit
But please listen to my words just sit
I always feel like a outcast always a misfit
Just give me a noose like
Please let me just quit
Blue lights on laying on the
Bed thinking bout my
Past with you no i never hurt you
Or abused you or affected you
With my love but just
Think about me pleasei miss you i am always
Staring at my ceiling