Blackwinterwells, midwxst - RESTORE lyrics

All this time I spent afraid
Of something that's not real
Tired of feeling sick when I wake
Up I need to take a

Stand back from all this I'm wounded
Can't stop from feeling so useless
I just need to keep looking ahead, ahead

Eyes keep falling down
It's so hard to shake a frown
I let everybody down
Why are you never around

I found myself
I can't even look myself in the mirror
Ay, sometimes I wish I didn't exist
I wish I could disappear
And I don't know what I should think
I drown myself out when I sing
Feel like I'm always in a dream
My thoughts come out and then they sink
Sit down with my thoughts and recollect
I'm such a mess
I get the strangest feeling when I
See you in my chest
And I already know I'm not your
First choice or your best
But I want you to know that I
Am not like all the rest
Guess they know I can not disguise
This feeling in my heart inside
I follow my thoughts late at night
Want you to stay, don't say goodbye
I'm sick and tired, I won't try
No tears are fallin', I won't cry
Just disappointed at myself
Won't move on with my fucking life

All this time I spent afraid
Of something that's not real
Tired of feeling sick when I wake
Up I need to take a

Stand back from all this I'm wounded
Can't stop from feeling so useless
I just need to keep looking ahead, ahead
Stand back from all this I'm wounded
Can't stop from feeling so useless
I just need to keep looking ahead, ahead